Fireball

...I realize that I haven't really posted much recently, or at all. And my excuse is that I just haven't felt that motivation. But, I can say something, and that is basically I've been working on a story to basically... complete a saga I've been working on, I suppose? I'll dedicate a thing to it, just wait. And, I added my Discord (finally) for the like... 3 people that care, if that many. So, yeah, I got stuff coming. Just... don't know when. 

I just can't help but feel bad whenever I post a vent, because I know that nobody cares for it, but still...

Do y'all ever fucking scream because someone you look up to follows you

Remember when I mattered

Catch me on Smash Ultimate, I'll be #1 in my family because no one plays video games with me I'm lonely

I hate being called a "smart kid", because every though it's a compliment, it just pressures me in school. It makes me feel like that if I don't do great  then I'm doing awful, and I've grown up with that, so the pressure has been built on for a good while, ever since probably 1st grade. And if I'm told I'm failing a class, then it makes me feel like that I'm just a failure. And I can't even say this to people besides from text because no one would listen to me and I just feel awful...

Haha guess who made a fucking sin story? I say sin mostly because it has something to do with vore 

One, two, three. How many vents do I need to make for someone to see? You knoooooow I'm crying

People only care for me when I'm sad or mad apparently 

Is there even a point to me being here?