Lara Wilson

Hey, it's Lara here. Been a while, I was looking through some comments and I'm thinking of coming back to finish Saving Lydia Deetz. Is anyone for that?

Hi @Firedeath45

I'm very certain at this point God just wants me dead. 
          1. I had a unidentifiable bacterial infection that paralysed my legs for an entire month.
          2. A part of my ceiling almost fell on me, it could have hit me if I didn't moved a few inches before it fell.
          3. Covid
          4. High fever

Vent:
          It's becoming increasingly obvious I got mommy issues. My mom has been talking shit about my weight every morning before I go to school, saying things like, "You're really letting yourself go" and "You're slacking.". She even pointed to people she deemed "fat" at the Oscars and said, "if you continue this way, you're gonna end up not having pretty clothes on you like her.". Nevermind the fact that I been eating less everyday now or that I'm busy, so I can't exercise everyday like she wants me to. And when I do find time to exercise, she thinks I'm faking it cause I don't sweat as much as she wants. Yes, I hate it and I feel hurt by it a lot but I learn to live with it until I'm old enough to move out. But the worst part is a couple of hours ago, I told her I wanted to focus on my work so I will exercise tomorrow instead of today. She explodes in my face on how she has the right to control me and has even threatened to further changed my diet, saying, "If you're so great, why not go weigh yourself?".  Honestly, not the first time she took her anger out at me like this, she got into a fight with my dad and I joked about getting McDonald's for breakfast, and she screams at me about how much bigger my waist is getting. But I'm so fucking sick of it. My sister called her out on her behaviour before and she still hasn't changed.
          
          Yeah sorry this was heavy. I just really had to get this off my chest.

Am I the only one whose over romanticizing platonic friendships. I’m a sucker for friends to lovers tropes but realistically I’m tired of being mistaken for a couple whenever I hang out with male friends. It’s toxic in the way it makes friendships feel awkward and they no longer feel comfortable around each other. Sorry it’s been a week, but I’m sick of it and had to rant.

So no one was gonna tell me Brian D'arcy James, who played Shrek on Broadway, is in the new West Side Story?

Hey guys, back from the dead again with a special announcement. Recently, I have started a podcast with my two friends, where we go through iconic good and bad movies throughout the decades. We just released our first episode yesterday. You can check it out here below.
          https://anchor.fm/firedeath45/episodes/Episode-1---The-Wizard-of-Oz-1939-e1bv0qh
          https://open.spotify.com/show/5CJur7xhuz3wbNr9FSfGFu?si=cyVCGP42S7ewV7orMmBfyA

When your senior who has a love for theatre like you write a queer coded script for a school play and you can't help but feel proud.

my eng teacher said smt along the lines of if you think analysis writing is rewriting what the sentence is you’re writing fanfiction. Me, a fanfic writer: *laughs nervously*

Heyy Bestie it’s been a while sorry about that I haven’t been active on here bc  a wonderful thing called ✨Mental Issues✨  but I’m back and just wanted to check in so how you been? :))