Fizafrin

hey,
          	i know it isn't new years where i live yet but i wanted to tell the void or whoever decides to read this, that this year was an actual pile of flaming shít and i hated nearly every moment of it. this year was quite possibly the worst year i've had when it should have been the best. this year, every possible thing that could go wrong, did. and i'm glad it's over. i realized a lot of things about myself and about the people around me. i realized things i should have realized sooner. i was young and dumb this year, and i've met a lot of toxic, horrible people and i want to change things about myself i've been too lazy to change. and to let go of people i've been holding on to for far too long. the people i've met, the things that have happened, are holding me back. i'm tired of putting so much energy into friendships and general relationships and having the other person not give a shít about me. i deserve better. i want to be the best version of me i've always wanted to be. and although another year passing won't change much, i think it's the symbolism that really matters. i'm ready to move on to better things and better friends. i also realized to trust my instincts, and not someone else's. that my own comfort comes before their's bc the truth is i don't give a fúck about other people. and i shouldn't pretend to be someone else to make someone i don't give a fúck about feel better about themselves. i'm excited to make new friends; people i would genuinely enjoy talking to for hours. and i'm not the best at talking to people first so hit me up if you're cool okay. i want to be happy, and i don't know how to get there but i will one day. and that's all i can really hope for. 2017,  hope you're better than 2016. goodbye.
          	
          	31 December 2016 // 11:41:00PM 
          	-n

ASarcasticBookworm

@Fizafrin when u ever get back on this.... How was 2020 and 2021?? 
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Fizafrin

update: don’t rlly kno abt 2018 but 2019 was amazing :) i’m logging off now, officially. i haven’t used wattpad in years 
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Fizafrin

update: it wasn’t. 
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papersplanes

cOLEEEEEEEEEEE

papersplanes

YESSSSS AND CURRENTLY IM LISTENING TO HIS SONGS
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Fizafrin

@papersplanes REALLY OH MY GOD IM SO SORRYY
            IS THAT SHAWNNNN 
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papersplanes

WE HAVE TO WAIT UNTIL FRIDAY FOR THE NEXT EPISODE IM CRYING
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Fizafrin

hey,
          i know it isn't new years where i live yet but i wanted to tell the void or whoever decides to read this, that this year was an actual pile of flaming shít and i hated nearly every moment of it. this year was quite possibly the worst year i've had when it should have been the best. this year, every possible thing that could go wrong, did. and i'm glad it's over. i realized a lot of things about myself and about the people around me. i realized things i should have realized sooner. i was young and dumb this year, and i've met a lot of toxic, horrible people and i want to change things about myself i've been too lazy to change. and to let go of people i've been holding on to for far too long. the people i've met, the things that have happened, are holding me back. i'm tired of putting so much energy into friendships and general relationships and having the other person not give a shít about me. i deserve better. i want to be the best version of me i've always wanted to be. and although another year passing won't change much, i think it's the symbolism that really matters. i'm ready to move on to better things and better friends. i also realized to trust my instincts, and not someone else's. that my own comfort comes before their's bc the truth is i don't give a fúck about other people. and i shouldn't pretend to be someone else to make someone i don't give a fúck about feel better about themselves. i'm excited to make new friends; people i would genuinely enjoy talking to for hours. and i'm not the best at talking to people first so hit me up if you're cool okay. i want to be happy, and i don't know how to get there but i will one day. and that's all i can really hope for. 2017,  hope you're better than 2016. goodbye.
          
          31 December 2016 // 11:41:00PM 
          -n

ASarcasticBookworm

@Fizafrin when u ever get back on this.... How was 2020 and 2021?? 
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Fizafrin

update: don’t rlly kno abt 2018 but 2019 was amazing :) i’m logging off now, officially. i haven’t used wattpad in years 
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Fizafrin

update: it wasn’t. 
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