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@NachoCheeseOfRed Omy god I want to hug you through the screen, thanks a million for your words!! ;0; I get that kind of a dumb moment when I realize after reading what I wrote when I was 12 that it was insanely good for the time being. I just only started to fall back on things the more I overlook these accomplishments. And because of how busy school gets around winter, that would be another setback but I’m at least hoping to change my views a little more for the better. I still really want to keep writing my heart out!!!!

@Flamboyant_Saucers I’m so proud of you for making it this far b! remember that we all love you and your stories, and you shouldn’t compare yourself to such a high standard; you’re great the way you are.

@NachoCheeseOfRed I've been struggling to come to myself recently. Some heavy shit happened (-and keeps getting worse) that I don't think is in my place to burden anyone with. Thank you so much for caring about me over the stories, I'm doing fine so far but my self-esteem is jokingly short. I like to vent about it in google keep notes and never share them lol - they're raw, unedited rambles. You can pretty much hear me crying through them. But I'm working on other stories and think reposting the stuff I deleted won't be a bad thing if I can just handle myself better. There is no real recovery that I'm going through because I'm not allowed that option. So the only thing I can rely on is to my own resolve and strength. I just need to pick myself up again even if the chances of that are stupidly low.

Sure thing I am. I'm doing fine.