Welp, it's been a long time since I've announced something, huh?
Some of you might just see this announcement and think "oh, he's gonna make some changes again," and I kinda wish that was the case... Thing is, whenever I look around my account and I see my work just collecting dust without much progress, I think to myself how much I failed myself. The good run that I had back in the pandemic years were good and I loved waking up every morning just to see how my books were doing, but now... Things has changed and I left myself behind. Now I'm stuck in this loop of just self-deprecation because I just can't keep going like this, yet even if I know what to do, I still can't do it.. I feel pathetic. So I've come to a decision that I've debated over for months now and I can finally let you guys know what it is, if it wasn't obvious enough.
I'm quitting, from.. this... This isn't me anymore, this is just a husk of my former self and I can't keep pretending that everything is just fine, so as heavy as it is to my heart, I decided to see myself out. But of course, my works will always stay here, after all they are a part of my self that I'm leaving with you guys so I hope you're good at book keeping hehe...
But with that being said!..
This has been Zen, and this is me signing off... Goodbye guys and have a wonderful life ahead.