FlawfullSoul14

hey peeps
          	
          	I just wanna say please check up on the people around you. I tried to kill myself two months ago. Thankfully I didn't end up in hospital. My parents don't know. But had something happened it would've been a massive shock. I went on a picnic with my best friend that day. No one suspected a thing when I was throwing up the day after cause I was on my period. I wish someone had noticed. I wish someone had asked. And it breaks my heart to know where my head was in that moment. I just want you guys to know that I'd rather here your problems than find out that you're gone. I've been in that position and the thought of others being there really scares me. Please reach out for help if you need it.
          	
          	lots of love, me

FlawfullSoul14

@Sweetghouls yeah for sure I think pushing people towards the right help is such a big thing. and getting rid of the stigma around therapy and getting help. it's there for people to use.
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Sweetghouls

@FlawfullSoul14 that's good
          	  and yeah that's very true
          	  but sometimes, we can't always be there for them, I know people who constantly spill problems to a point that's practically all they talk about
          	  I get them, but, sometimes, it's too much for you and their negative thoughts start to become yours
          	  and that's when you have to learn to let go and accept that you can't always check up on them and they for you
          	  definitely should always check up once in a while for your friends and family rn I'm talking about the people who you have to constantly check up on
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FlawfullSoul14

@Sweetghouls Yeah sadly I did. Yeah im okay, I'm doing better now. And yeah getting to 18 was a massive milestone for me. Yeah I just wish we all paid a little more attention. We can't save others but we can support and try to help them.
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iamprettywitch2-0

Hey there!
          
          My apologies for intruding on your wall but I've just started this new story and I would be extremely grateful if you decide to give it a chance. It's a desi wlw romance. Please let me know your thoughts if you decide to read, would really appreciate your feedback!!
          
          Have a great day, don't forget to smile and be kind to your heart. You deserve it <3
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/398333384?utm_source=android&utm_medium=link&utm_content=story_info&wp_page=story_details_button&wp_uname=iamprettywitch2-0

Sweetghouls

are you seeing my comments ?? WP is glitching

Sweetghouls

@FlawfullSoul14 
            anything w you ?
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Sweetghouls

@FlawfullSoul14
            tbh it's a bunch of things spread out here N there lol
            
            like example I'll randomly want to read one day or do a simple craft the other or find random sites etc.
            
            but yeah mainly been tryna chill finishing shows N stuffs
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FlawfullSoul14

@Sweetghouls it's good to hear from you. Ooo what are you getting into
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Sweetghouls

@FlawfullSoul14
          omg did I ever reply to this --,
          WP must've not given me the notification or my comment disappeared
          
          I def understand that
          
          N I'm glad it's alr for the most part
          
          I hope you do get to the point of being incredible
          
          though ofc those moments'll still happen but it'll yk b more
          
          I hope you're still alright :thumbsup:

Sweetghouls

ayayya glad I came across your acc again
          
          wanted to check up on you again lmao

Sweetghouls

@FlawfullSoul14
            ahh that's nice that's nice
            
            also icl is a slang right 'I can't lie' ? had to look that up LMAO
            
            right I getchu
            
            that's gud
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FlawfullSoul14

@Sweetghouls I'm still on icl wattpad is always gonna be my home. Yeah alr is more of a I'm not doing horribly but I'm not doing incredible. In all honestly I'm just at a space where I'm okay for the most part I think.
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Sweetghouls

@FlawfullSoul14
            ayyy !!!! really glad to hear from you
            
            it fr has been lmao
            
            didn't think you'd really be on
            
            glad you are ofc
            
            + same here same here
            
            saying alr is weird cause some people take it as good but some people take it as bad when it's in between LMAO
            
            but it's also weird cause if you just had a breakdown but are alr you'll say you're alr ??
            
            but it's also also weird because it can mean you're happy but don't want to explain it as that or bad but also don't
            
            omg L.O.T.D: alr is a weird word
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FlawfullSoul14

hey peeps
          
          I just wanna say please check up on the people around you. I tried to kill myself two months ago. Thankfully I didn't end up in hospital. My parents don't know. But had something happened it would've been a massive shock. I went on a picnic with my best friend that day. No one suspected a thing when I was throwing up the day after cause I was on my period. I wish someone had noticed. I wish someone had asked. And it breaks my heart to know where my head was in that moment. I just want you guys to know that I'd rather here your problems than find out that you're gone. I've been in that position and the thought of others being there really scares me. Please reach out for help if you need it.
          
          lots of love, me

FlawfullSoul14

@Sweetghouls yeah for sure I think pushing people towards the right help is such a big thing. and getting rid of the stigma around therapy and getting help. it's there for people to use.
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Sweetghouls

@FlawfullSoul14 that's good
            and yeah that's very true
            but sometimes, we can't always be there for them, I know people who constantly spill problems to a point that's practically all they talk about
            I get them, but, sometimes, it's too much for you and their negative thoughts start to become yours
            and that's when you have to learn to let go and accept that you can't always check up on them and they for you
            definitely should always check up once in a while for your friends and family rn I'm talking about the people who you have to constantly check up on
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FlawfullSoul14

@Sweetghouls Yeah sadly I did. Yeah im okay, I'm doing better now. And yeah getting to 18 was a massive milestone for me. Yeah I just wish we all paid a little more attention. We can't save others but we can support and try to help them.
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FlawfullSoul14

this message may be offensive 
didn't relate to Olivia Rodrigo's jealousy jealousy, until I checked the girls I used to go school with and realised I'm not shit. they look like fucking models and one of them actually is model like wtf. they glew up and I'm still a damn potato

FlawfullSoul14

this message may be offensive 
i don't think I've felt this disconnected ever. i feel like I've lost all of my friends. I've lost all affection to everyone. and feel like complete shit. staying alive is one of the most painful things to do rn.

FlawfullSoul14

@Sweetghouls but this is such a heavy burden and i can't do that to them, i feel like they don't even know who i am anymore
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Sweetghouls

@FlawfullSoul14 remember that it's okay to let a little few things out
            sometimes it can definitely get too much N some things you shouldn't tell cause it'd be too much pressure on them
            but yeah, I'm sure you got it
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Sweetghouls

@FlawfullSoul14 by normally I mean what you guys normally talk abt N stuff
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