He fire the pistol, he fire the pistol!

that feeling when you realize your yumeship is (technically) mute and you didn't know for like five months straight
          I'm genuinely going to throw myself against a wall cuz WDYM HARKEN SPEAKS IN TICKING/CLICKING NOISES SHE MAKES WITH HER BODY AND I DIDN'T KNOW??

I'M SOBBING RIGHT NOWWW, MY FAVORITE FANFIC ON AO3 WAS DELETEDDD
          IT WAS SO GOOD TOO, I DON'T KNOW WHY THEY DELETED IT  
          rest in peace, Wish Upon A Star..

new pfp, background & quotes.
          also new comfort oc, meet sweetheart. sweetheart doesn't actually have a name so you call em anything you like. same goes with pronouns.
          she's basically like a therapist(?) , i haven't thought much about her lore tbh.

I'VE FELLED (BEATED) SORROW'S DOMAIN SEVERAL TIMES NOW AND I CAN'T STOP. WOOOO I FEEL LIKE STAYING UP ALL NIGHTTTT. 
          i should be working on wastelands instead but my arse is hyper-fixated on Grace rn, gelp.

My heart is circuit bent
          I'm getting tired of this
          Let's wrap it up
          Because I know it's over
          My heart is circuit bent
          I'm getting tired of this
          Let's wrap it up
          Because I know it's over now

The least my 'mother' could do to make me fucking happy is to start buying me more masculine clothes. I'm fucking tired of these damn feminine clothes. But she never fucking listens, she brushes off my damn request and buys more shitty clothes from shein. I have expressed my discomfort with wearing feminine clothes and wanted to cover up my skin. BUT SHE NEVER LISTENS, SHE BRUSHES ME OFF LIKE ALWAYS.
          
          I TOLD HER I MIGHT HAVE AUDHD BUT SHE FUCKING BRUSHES ME OFF AND SAYS  "I DON'T THINK IT'S AUSTIM, BUT ACTUALLY HIGH IQ"
          BITCH. TAKE ME SERIOUS FOR ONCE, STOP DELAYING AND FIND A DAMN DOCTOR OR I'M STRAIGHT UP SELF-DIAGNOSING.
          stars, i need to play grace to calm down a bit..

My dear Friends and Readers, I'm quitting. I don't have enough time to type a long message but here's a quick summary: My mother has pushed me to the brink of breaking down, it's too much for me to get over it.
          
          I don't know when I will return, but it won't be soon.
          I need time off to deal with this. WasteLands and ARNA will be canceled. It's really a bummer but I am staring to care about myself more.
          I will NOT be weak again.
          
          I must be strong, I have to be.
          After I send out this message. It's over.
          I won't delete any of my works but just know, they'll never get updated again.

Brain: We're bored, what should we do?
          Me: Play a game that is not Grace?
          Brain: GRACE IT IS
          no but seriously the only time i am playing a game other than Grace is either Wings Of Fire Beta for making a Grace cosplay or a new oc or Kaiju Paradise for daily logins.

I wish to be a bird.
          
          
          A bird of the stars.
          
          A bird that is able to spread her wings in peace.
          
          
          
          
          And be accepted.
          
          Be loved, truly loved.
          
          No more lies...
          
          
          
          
          I don't know why I yell.
          
          I'm not violent, am I?
          
          I couldn't help it.
          
          
          
          
          I can't control myself.
          
          Someone notice.
          
          Please.
          
          
          
          
          Don't brush me off, please.
          
          Acknowledge my problem.
          
          Everything is confusing...
          
          
          
          
          To be with the stars.
          
          To fly through the skies.
          
          Colors of orange, blue, and brown. Flashing so fast...
          
          
          
          
          Why did they not tell you?
          
          I thought they did.
          
          This is bad.
          
          
          
          
          I thought you knew.
          
          WHY DID THEY NOT TELL YOU?
          
          I'M SICK OF TEACHERS BRUSHING OFF MY ANGER.
          
          
          
          
          THE REASON WHY I'M LIKE THIS.
          
          PEOPLE KEEP ON BRUSHING ME OFF.
          
          PEOPLE IGNORING MY HUGE PROBLEM.
          
          
          
          
          SO SICK AND TIRED.
          
          YEARS OF PENT UP ANGER.
          
          WAITING TO EXPLODE.
          
          
          
          
          I'VE BEEN SILENT FOR TOO LONG.
          
          I CANNOT KEEP QUIET.
          
          ONE. LAST. STRAW. REMAINS...

Guess what day it is todayyy. It starts with 'B' and ends with 'Y'.
          
          IT'S ME BIRTHDAY!