Those days are gone and that feeling inside you got worse. Now life is way harder than before and you don't have the power to manage it. The only thing you do is to try to keep up with the pace of your education at Hacettepe. This melancholia began because of your urge to live.
You never knew that you would be left alone when you grow up. The only thing that helps you hold on is him. All of them, every one of the people that were around you are long gone. You should have committed suicide when you were young.
If there's a wall, lean on it.
If there's no wall, create one.
Create a sun from candle
When it becomes dark.
Don't let your wings get broken,
Some of the hopes are 24 carats...