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"You say we change; 
          we feel the same."

Fav nako all songs sa Arirang, esp. Body to Body. Huhuhu. 

Que sera, sera. 

Happy belated New Year and Valentine's Day, Lovelies! 
          
          I apologized for the late greetings, also for my sudden hiatus. I did not understand why I was suddenly at the point of losing my spark in writing. Mahal ko ang pagsusulat. I did not write for objective reasons; I write for subjective reasons. But I did not know why I was suddenly thinking of giving up, or continuing my writing progress to another platform. There was a part when I just wanted to keep writing to myself—like I did not want to show it to the world. 
          
          I knew this was just normal. I knew I was not overacting about this matter. 
          
          I am still young.
          I am still growing.
          I am still improving. 
          I should not think of this matter negatively. 
          
          Nevertheless, thank you, Lovelies. I know you all are not yet existing, but I just want to thank you all in advance... before it all ends. 
          
          I promise... to continue writing on this platform. Once I'll finish college, I don't know if I'll stay here. I'll just write two more stories that I really want to share to all of you—and I am continually preparing for them. 
          
          God bless you, my dear Lovelies. I bloom with you all. 

I am super duper happy na babalik ulit ang BTS dito sa Pilipinas. Naging army ako no'ng Wings Era nila. Super jejemon pa that time, and 'yong phone ko My Phone pa ang brand. Mahina pick-up sa signal, kaya gumigising ako ng mga three am or four am para makapag-download ng songs nila, tapos download ng videos sa Vidmate pa. Tapos para makanood din ako ng Run BTS episode. Maliban pa roon, para maka-download din ako ng Webtoon at 'yong chapters doon sa Save Me nila, tapos download din ng BTS World sa Play Store. 
          
          Katabi ko si Mama matulog, kaya pasimpleng kuha talaga sa phone ko no'ng time na 'yon. Five am kasi ako naliligo or mag-prepare sa school no'n, kaya kailangan nagising ako nang at least earlier para makapag-phone pa ako. At ito pa, first time ko sumali sa mga fan war, fan war (huhu, sorry). Super young pa talaga ako no'n—respectful words lang naman ginagamit ko sa fan war hehe. Super memorable lahat ng memories, ngayon na college student na ako. I felt like they've watched me grow. 

Merry Christmas, my dear lovelies! 
          
          I hope you are all celebrating the Christmas with joy and love together with your families and loved ones. 
          
          God bless you all always. Amping mo kanunay. 
          

Instead of hating someone because they got the happiness and success that they deserved, why don't we try to focus on finding our own happiness and success too? 
          
          Genuinely speaking, we cannot achieve the ultimate goal if we are too busy focusing on other people. Hating and being jealous with them will not lead us to the good. Mas lalo lang tayo mata-trap sa sarili nating galit, selfishness, at greed. Mas lalo lang maco-corrupt ang utak natin. 
          
          All I can say is that we can control our own jealousy, as well as our hate, anger, greed, and lust toward ourselves and others.

We are already stepping out of our own cave slowly. 
          Let us continue to spread light to those people who are still inside their cave. 
          
          One at a time, justice will be preserved. 
          One at a time, accountability will be served. 
          
          We will not stop until it's done. 
          

Thank you for being brave. 

Kung may kaklase kayong may social anxiety at siya ang reporter sa klase ninyo, please don't laugh at them. Please, don't make fun of their weaknesses. I am a part of them. Hindi madali ang tumayo sa harapan at magsalita. Ang hirap maging ganito, pero sinusubukan ko lahat ng makakaya ko para malabanan ko ito. 
          
          I was disappointed when my sister told me about his classmate who has social anxiety, and some of her classmates makes fun of it. Imagine, college students still laugh and make fun of someone who has social anxiety. I was quite worried about it.