Florian_Fortesque

me: im gonna come back here!!
          	also me: doesnt remember my username for a year after i posted that
          	uhhh yeah so im not coming back, this was important for me way back when but ive moved on and ive changed and grown, i just wanted to say real quick (because im p sure poison is the reason most of you are here at all) it gets better!!
          	i know thats not what you wanna hear, for a time i didnt want to hear that either like AT ALL, and hey thats alright & thats valid but here are some things that have changed for me:
          	i have friends who love me more than anything, i have passions and interests that make me feel like life might not be so bad after all, i came out (first as non binary, then as a trans boy) & im on my way to becoming the Real Me, im getting out of places & situations i dont want to be in, i'm reading so much lately its unbelievable but its so much fun, i feel.. happy. not all the time, and not quite to the extent i wish to be, but happier than i used to be. i have changed so much and i'm on my way to getting better. and hey. i love you . if i can do it, so can you
          	everything is changing and its hard and its scary but i have my cats and my friends and my favourite tv shows (watch hannibal & american gods pls) as my rock(s) and.. thats good. im doing good. 
          	if you want to talk, this isnt the best place to reach me, im on tumblr over at @heartbeated, and on ao3 over at @flo_4tesq because, you know, hashtag brand and whatnot, and on instagram over at @softb0y, if you wanna talk i will listen, if you want to see progress you can check my ig to see how much more myself i am these days and if you wanna read things that ive written you.. well you can check my ao3 for updates but also i suck at finishing things :// 
          	hey! i love you. youre strong as hell. i didnt read this before clicking post so if its just me repeating the same thing over and over well! thats my brain for ya! <3

Florian_Fortesque

me: im gonna come back here!!
          also me: doesnt remember my username for a year after i posted that
          uhhh yeah so im not coming back, this was important for me way back when but ive moved on and ive changed and grown, i just wanted to say real quick (because im p sure poison is the reason most of you are here at all) it gets better!!
          i know thats not what you wanna hear, for a time i didnt want to hear that either like AT ALL, and hey thats alright & thats valid but here are some things that have changed for me:
          i have friends who love me more than anything, i have passions and interests that make me feel like life might not be so bad after all, i came out (first as non binary, then as a trans boy) & im on my way to becoming the Real Me, im getting out of places & situations i dont want to be in, i'm reading so much lately its unbelievable but its so much fun, i feel.. happy. not all the time, and not quite to the extent i wish to be, but happier than i used to be. i have changed so much and i'm on my way to getting better. and hey. i love you . if i can do it, so can you
          everything is changing and its hard and its scary but i have my cats and my friends and my favourite tv shows (watch hannibal & american gods pls) as my rock(s) and.. thats good. im doing good. 
          if you want to talk, this isnt the best place to reach me, im on tumblr over at @heartbeated, and on ao3 over at @flo_4tesq because, you know, hashtag brand and whatnot, and on instagram over at @softb0y, if you wanna talk i will listen, if you want to see progress you can check my ig to see how much more myself i am these days and if you wanna read things that ive written you.. well you can check my ao3 for updates but also i suck at finishing things :// 
          hey! i love you. youre strong as hell. i didnt read this before clicking post so if its just me repeating the same thing over and over well! thats my brain for ya! <3

Florian_Fortesque

hello kids, it has been quite a while!! here's a little update for you:
          i'm trans, i use they/them pronouns! don't refer to me with she unless u have my permission or i will block u. i write poems abt angels and gods now, so that's a thing... i'm on tumblr too so u should def check me out there (link in the about section thing) and i think that's about it...

whore4neji

@Florian_Fortesque 
            Me : * indignantly * I'm no kid! Maybe...
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