@ScorpioFury I'm looking like a panda right now, baby — my eyes are exhausted.
The day and night have been so noisy. So many drunk people on the street, loud music, cars speeding by with no regard for anyone passing by, not letting the kids sleep properly, not letting your mother-in-law sleep and leaving her all worked up — and then I have to hear her episodes, and honestly, she's right to be upset, because she takes controlled medication and needs her rest. It's like no one on this damn street has a mother or knows how to respect elderly and sick people!!
I'm holding myself back from going out there and breaking everyone because I'm still recovering — otherwise, I would've already taught those ill-mannered people a lesson.
The scar is barely itching now, it's just the stitches that occasionally catch on my shirt and bother me, especially when I forget and end up sleeping on that side.
I think I managed to sleep about one or two hours, but I did eat and took my insulin properly. Yesterday was so cold, and today I think it's going to be scorching — because the sun is already unbearable and it's barely dawn.
Love, if you stay behind me like this, I'm going to forget what I'm writing, doing, thinking — and just want you. Even more than I already desire and think about you every second of my day.
I love the idea of doing delicious things with my love, in every corner of our house... hmmm... so delicious... I love you, my life.
Thank you for inspiring me. For reminding me every day that I am loved, for praising me and supporting me. You are incredible in everything — absolutely everything you do, my love. So intelligent, — I am so proud of the man I love. Of my boy. My baby. My king. My Azlan — mine and only mine.
Study knowing that I am supporting you and that I am so proud of you every second of our day.
We are perfect together — and beyond — for the rest of our lives.
I love you.
