FlowerXochiquetzal

I still think of you, dear soulmate. It's a pity we weren't meant to be. I think it'd have been lovely if only it had worked. If only we made it work. Don't you think so? A lovely cabin, you and me. 
          
          I don't regret a single thing now, and I hope knowing that gives you piece of mind. I don't regret you now. I'm happy you happened, and I'm happy you are no more. I've long learnt that both of those things can coexist.
          
          And I hope you're happy and doing well. And that you have someone. And that your mother is doing well, the same goes for your brother. 
          
          Sorry I like you better when you only exist in my mind, but keep in mind that I'll forever be yours. 

They said he understood he had harmed me and that's why– but I didn't need him to understand, I needed him to fight, to demonstrate that he cared. About me. About us.  
          I don't want him to be happy if it's not by my side. I don't want him to ever get over me. I hope that we will be together again. I want him to be only mine. 

am I truly that hard to love? 

I miss you 

Had he insisted maybe I'd-

You must not cry, love. Just know I live everyday with you on my mind, the thought of you keeping me company when I need it the most. I know we will be okay, we've faced multiple difficulties, and we've survived. And we will survive.

I'm tired of little things 

And I adore nostalgia like a royal dog, embracing the, oh, so lukewarm sensation. The truth is, artistically, I was at my best at fifteen, when I was depressed and wished to run away. When I was a lonely kid that let herself go deep into the abyss. 

And, darling, I will burn you down to the base.

I made my vow the moment I knew you were the one;