Well, I dunno who needs to hear this but- I'm in a good mood rn so why not share the positivity?
Listen, ik it's tough rn, so many things in your head, can't get your life in order, feeling like you're messing up. Calm down, it's not the end. Don't you ever forget that you're loved and cared for, either by a loved one, family, friends- You are loved. You might be thinking "Why do people stick around with someone like me?" Listen buddy, if they are there, they care for you. I know you're scared of just being fooled and that people are gonna leave ya. Sadly, you're gonna have to live with it. Whether the person is gonna stay there forever or not- Just enjoy the moment you have with them. Let them help you. Yeah, you might not be with that person forever sadly, but, if you worry about that all the time, you're not gonna enjoy the best moments you guys had. Don't make memories be of someone who left you, but of someone who once loved you and taught you about life. Making friends and losing them is part of life. But don't forget that those that left you weren't the only ones in your life. You still have others.
With this said, if anyone needs a friend and/or some comfort, I'm always open to help as I can. I'm sorry for any late responses, my schedule has been rather busy lately, but I'll do my best. Please, don't forget to take care of yourselves.