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After some mental deliberation, I decided to delete Crumbling Barriers, still keeping its rewrite tho, I’m just taking a break from updating it to focus on the oneshots and Fear. But I wanted to let yall know that I will be getting rid of it for my own sake, it’s gotten to the point where even seeing the cover gives me a headache and I don’t need more headaches. 

Communism is red and the heart is red too, this means i love you ❤️♡

https://www.wattpad.com/story/393601127?utm_source=ios&utm_content=story_info&wp_page=story_details&wp_uname=FluffyKoi13247

So cuz I’m pretty sure WATTPAD does not give y’all the notifications for the oneshots unless you have the book in ur library or a reading list, I’m gonna say it here cuz there’s two new chapters, ignore that I published them four-ish hours apart… one of them is progress shots for the art of the actual chapter that I hope I’ll have done by the end of this week or at the very latest, Halloween. The other one is completely unrelated to everything else I’ve written so ye, it’s long as fuck tho.

Apologies for starving y’all, I am sick and low on inspiration, anyway, you get a oneshot (hopefully some time this week) and some art for it (if I finish it b/c god forbid I have the will to render this shit). 
          
          Well other than that, I’m still sick, probably with the flu, even tho the doctors who tested me didn’t test for it cuz they thought it was Covid or strep throat. However, they did tell me to get nasal saline stuff and I did, though it’s a gel and not a spray but hey it works fast as fuck so I’m not complaining. 
          
          I have the sketch for the art of the oneshot done and I just need to figure out the color palette since the background is pretty neutral in terms of being warm or cool toned (I say as it’s fucking purple) 
          
          Oh well, hope y’all have a good rest of whatever, goodbye 

@FluffyKoi13247 hay I just found your CB book and you look rlly cool even if I haven’t read any of ur stuff yet, here’s a follow!

once I get to chap #10 of Fear, I might start rewriting CB (Crumbling Barriers) though it's probably gonna go by a different name and the designs will get revamped. Just fyi, I made brownies and they were rlly good so that's where the urge to do this came from but I will be starting school again soon so updates will probably be a lot slower.

Working on chapter three of 'Fear' I'm just slightly done with writing in Russia's perspective cuz his thought process is halted by pretty much nothing but dialogue.. He's a headache to write from the POV of but I feel that he shows more emotion than America (aka the dad I want but ain't gonna get b/c my mother's taste in men sucks) does. except for the bloodlust thing. 
          America's POV is easier to write, then again, I'm American so there is a bit of a bias there. 
          Note that Chapter four will be a different POV, not telling you who's but we will be meeting the states in that chapter, and seeing Ame's estate (why did I give him an estate, idk but it's becoming a bit of a habit now) for the first time. 
          Just now that Ame is, effectively, a walking wallet with no limits to spending, like so much money his bank account has a fucking equation instead of a number.

Yall need to stop adding CB to ur reading lists, I’m not updating it and I haven’t started rewriting it yet

I cannot make any cover-art or digital art (or post any art (other than I guess writing) in general for that matter) at the moment due to technical difficulties known as getting grounded because ur failing classes even though I tried to withdrawal from the one I will, for the foreseeable future, refer to as college class hell. (no I am not in college I'm just dually enrolled cause of how my school's set up, I will have you know that I'm not a fan of my teachers and the fact that I don't like the school in general was only brought up when my AP called me into her office and asked me if I was happy there. I don't remember answering but I think the fact that I actually had to think about it says it all) Also, I didn't have anything to do with the fucking 16 I have in the college class hell when I'm supposed to have at least a 70 cause I'd have to retake the whole damn thing if I didn't. I have no living or dead clue on as to why they would put six fucking classes on the schedules of 1st years (freshmen/year 9's (I think that's what I'm called in places other than the US)) instead of giving us a free period to just work on our other classes and still have the audacity to say that they value their students' mental health. Like no, you can't do both, if you actually valued your students' mental health, you would send out surveys to see which kids need a break or lighter grading rubrics or more time to their work before the strict ass deadlines with a late work policy of if it's late you're either getting a zero or a grade deduction of 10% of your final grade for everyday that you didn't submit it. I still can't understand how they think six classes is manageable for a bunch of 14 and 15 year olds, some of us have jobs (myself included), all of us have lives outside of keeping our grades up, all of us know that the whole 'numbers don't define you' thing is a lie, and all of us are fucking tired of getting demeaned by our teachers, principal, and councilors.