okay, I'm literally in tears because of the Calum thing that's been happening recently. like I'm watching all these videos of him, and its breaking my heart. my heart is shattered into a million pieces. I get where he's coming from, someone leaked his nudes, we saw a picture of him smoking and freaked out on him, and now this. like if you can't go outside or go to a grocery store how would you react? like my heart is breaking for him. remember when they first started out, and Calum was so bubbly and happy and smiley? I mean ig sometimes he still is but not like he used to. I don't want another zayn thing happening okay? I just want our little Calum happy again.. that's what I want for Christmas honestly.