Flynn

Is it weird that I’ve read the dorbyn smut at least 48473728 times :|

hope everything’s alright!!:)

Are you doing ok?

I'm so sorry, I'm such a shitty person and I dont deserve the support I've got from you guys. All I've done is promise and promise and promise shit that I KNEW I wasnt gonna be able to pull off because all I want to do is please you guys. At the time I really thought I was gonna get on a good schedule, maybe post every Wednesday. But I was a stupid fucking idiot who bit off more than I could chew and choked on it. I thought I was recovering, I really did. But then I looked in the mirror and saw everything I had worked so hard for, my happiness, my sanity, my well being, my health................was no longer there. And it looked like it hadnt been there in a long time. I was deceiving myself by thinking I was in a good state of mind to be doing this every week, and I deceived you guys into believing it. I am so so so SO sorry. I just hope that you guys will be able to forgive me.

Hey guys. I am not in a good place now, and have a lot of bad things happening at the moment. I got in a car crash two weeks ago, I work two jobs six days a week, I'm back where I started with my anorexia and self harm and might have to be placed back into treatment.......for the third time. Theres another thing, but I dont think it would be appropriate for me to mention it. I dont want to seem like I'm making excuses because I'm lazy, I'm making excuses because there are serious things happening in my life right now, and I cant deal with the stress of having to post on a certain day or a certain time, so I regret to inform you, that you guys will most likely not have an update this wednesday. I am so sorry, I feel like a total fucking cunt. I'm so so so sorry, I truly am. I'm just in the worse place I've been in, in a while. I've dropped down to 83 pounds and just two weeks ago I was 96. I feel I need to look out for my mental health aswell as my physical health for not only me, but also my family as well as you guys. I'm so so sorry. I hope you can understand
          
          Flynn.

Please updateeeeeeeee

Thanks for the follow!❤️

@whydontweforlifeyay thank you so much for understanding. I hope that when I DO update that you will enjoy it.❤

@whydontweforlifeyay hey life has been kinda shit recently. My depression has hit me really hard and I relapsed with my eating disorder and selfharm so I've been focused on trying to get better. I haven't forgotten about this story and I still have drafts for the next oneshots. I cant say when the next one will be up due to my mental health, but I will try and get it up sooner rather than later. Love you, happy pride❤