Y'all I can't right now... I'm in so much pain it's not even funny. Why is everyone in the world slowly slipping away. Even the brightest people I know are not as bright, it's like their light is fading. I'll start from the beginning. I woke up tired but I was still bright when I got to school. Me and my best friend were laughing and all. Closer to the end of the school day, I felt feeling drained. My best friend even asked me if I was okay because I wasn't saying anything. I told her I was fine but she didn't believe me. When I got home, I started scrolling on tiktok. That's when I came up on the edit. It was an edit of Morning from Astro. He had died today on April 19th. I didn't even Stan Astro but his death hit me so hard. I was crying and I still am. My heart is aching from his members and his family. My heart is aching. He looked so happy and cheerful. We failed to protect another idol. The fact that he died on his moms birthday. Her world must have tumbled down when she found out. I can't take it. My heart is actually gonna fall apart. I think I'm gonna take a break from tiktok and I might take a break from here too. I'll try not to shut my self out from. The world. I love you guys. Rest in Peace Moonbin.