I'm going to say it here because no one who knows me will see this. I feel so stupid, I must be a really horrible and boring person, all the "friends" I've ever made always end up excluding me, then I leave and then it's my fault , I hate being insecure and I hate having to make friends, why can't I live in my little world forever??? I'm so tired and want to cry all the time, feeling useless with anxiety attack