Forever young! Forever a Directioner! One Direction has literally saved my life, there have been times I've wanted to just finish myself off. I've atempted suicide so many times, atleast 32 times. I know it sounds like I'm makeing that up, but I'm not. I'm not fake, I don't quite understand why some one would make up a crap past like mine. I cut, I burn, I was raped when I was 7 and came sooo close to being raped at the end of 2012 by my ex. I often keep myself from eating. I enjoy the cold more then I do the warm....maybe that's another reason why I get bullied.. Oh yeah, I get bullied a lot at school, and when I come home my mum just makes my days worse...some days I get lucky and she's nice and doesn't bother me. Most the time I'm writeing new stories and not getting them up on here, or talking to my best friend Alisha, or my cousin Brieana, or listening to One Direction. There's few things I really care about and those are most of them. I'd have to say, I'm not the only one who wouldn't live in a world with out those 4 British and 1 Irish boys we look up to. Their name? Of corse it's One Direction. They've helped me when I had no one, and they always will. I love them dearly. Yes, you probably think I'm stupid for all this. But anyway, I've been called every name you can think of....no joke, though, I wish it was. By the way, I'm 14. I have major depression, major axiaty, and major trust issues. If you want to know more, message me!!! <3