Neo Nirvana Saiko

Hello friend! How are you doing?? I just dropped in to say hi! You’re keeping healthy and drinking lots of water correct?  
          
          I know it gets hard but keep on going, even if it hurts so bad that you feel like nothing is right.  And you’ll live through it all, I know it.  Then you’ll look back and think, man that was a shitty part of my life, but I lived through it.  
          
          I’ve got my people, this is my home, and I’m happy.
          
          But anyways, I hope you’re alive and well.  I hope your mental health is doing better and I wish you a long and happy life! ♡ ♡ ♡

[Continuation of the previous message]
          
          I want... A storage space. Here, in the form of a book. A book full of writings, letters, logs, and the like, mainly about descriptions of individuals scattered here and there, in our world and out of it.
          
          I... I want people to give me suggestions about characters and cool individual species- heck, maybe even their own characters and we can have this really cool collaboration of character creators writing to their free will! Their abilities, their anatomy, behaviour, physiological adaptations, psychological patterns... It sounds really weird.. but...
          
          I don't know. It's just...
          
          I actually get more inspiration about individual characters than the actual plot or theme surrounding the characters... This idea is crazy, and it's still a bit new to me, so I can't exactly tell how the foundation will feel once I do expand on the idea...
          
          But... Maybe it could work. I'm not sure; I know I'm just pep-talking to myself as of this message, but maybe it could work when I do get more characters written down... When I do spill about what I've been doing instead of studying or writing updates for my books...
          
          Maybe...

Well I had an epiphany while this major... Mm... Pandemic... Is going on...
          
          I am absolutely incapable of writing stories. I tend to rework and rewrite everything I have done, feel unsatisfied with the result when I do find my bearings, and recycle the plotlines over and over again.
          
          Which does reflect on my inability to be an organised individual when it does come to these projects now that I think about it...
          
          Tl:dr, It's really really hard for me to update as of my current mindset now.
          
          And my current mindset...?
          
          I... May have gone a little bit too deep when it comes to writing the characteristics and history of this individual ever since the thought made way with school...
          
          So... I want to create a new book.
          
          If you're worried about the other fanfics I have... Give me some suggestions; I just need a moment to collect what I want to say about this new project I want to start with everyone here.
          
          No, it's not a fanfiction. Nor a novel for that matter. Heck, I wouldn't call it a book when I do compile more ideas together and expand on this really really weird, yet really exciting idea.
          
          
          
          
          

Regarding Updates:
          Currently, my schedule is a bit messy due to assignments such as Design and Physics I have to complete (Design is a lot harder than I initially thought and my Physics teacher does not accept empty answers, so-) and events I have to attend such as a Photography workshop and Careers evening... It's messy, but I'm prioritising getting through everything before writing my butt off to make up for it.
          
          Regarding thoughts:
          Messy. It is a freaking mess thanks to, once again, Physics. It was thanks to that one lesson in the Nuclear Physics topic on radiation that my gears started to turn with other ideas. I hate to say this, but I'm planning on creating another crossover book *cries. I honestly need to get a life and finish everything before even THINKING about creating another story... *Sighs...

It's the first day of my school year~ Yay~!
          
          For the first day, it's not that bad; new students are coming in and we're getting to know and catch up with each other on the holidays :\
          
          Buuuut I don't want to be here; I'm among the senior group and I don't feel like I could take responsibilities over a job,  income, driver's license, etc.
          
          So it's not that great currently ._.

Dororo x Kimetsu no Yaiba 
          Hyakkimaru x Shinbou Kocho 

Soo I'm about to change the title of my crossover of Dororo and Demon Slayer.
          
          It became 'To Sense' to an amazing word I stumbled upon,
          
          | Quiescent |
          
          It may not sound like much, but the definition is :
          'in a state or period of inactivity or dormancy'
          
          In my story, Tanjiro's ability to sense the world around him has been taken away, therefore his image of the world is quite dormant at the moment.
          
          Another definition for Quiescent, which sounds more like Tanjiro in his current state, is:
          'a quiet, soft-spoken soul'
          
          This sentence should spark some answers for you ;)
          
          So yeah, I already finished the cover and now I just need to rearrange my synopsis! ^^ I hope this doesn't change too much of the front cover altogether~

So... It's finally time for my Art Dump ^^;;;
          
          When I saw my friend @psych9rawr make an announcement about creating their drawing collection, my only thought was:
          
          'Huh. Maybe I should've done this one first before creating any fanfiction...'
          
          Because, let's face it, fanfiction is a lot harder than literally dumping all your artwork and slap some words in.
          
          So, thanks to @psych9rawr, I'm also going to start dumping my artwork (ranging from drawings to photography) into a new book!
          
          I started writing and found out that I'm rambling about how the art was.... Let's say 'taken' in an event during my experience and what happened before I got to this point ^^;;; 
          
          So I hope you enjoy my little stories sprinkled about under my artwork~ ^•^

Irregular at Magic High School and Arfirutia from Commonplace to Strongest Crossover

Current mood: Literally changing everything on my profile, so don't be too surprised when you see a different name, profile, currently writing stories and reading lists ^^