Hi guys. I know it has been awhile but a lot of stuff has happened.
Anyway I just felt the need to share something that happened to me today.
So here I was sitting on the bus a little bit in the ride after acouple of people have gotten off. A boy that was sitting in the back came and sat across from me in the next seat. A few of his friends clown him for sitting by me and he says something back as an insult. "Hey I found somebody for you." I was starting to feel a little uncomfortable. Then his friends says something back to him which in return he says "Don't try to play me" then he gestures toward me and says "do you see this" And everybody gets on him for it, talking about "you going to hell" or "that aint right". And then there was somebody in the back that said "that fat girl."
They didnt think that I could hear them, but I did and it hurt me for a moment. The last minute of the ride I sat on the bus with my hood up and my mask covering my face so no one would see me crying.
When I got off the bus I regretted shedding tears over something that wasn't even worth it.
And in the end after I cursed out profanities at them I simply praid for them to respect others.
All I'm saying is at the end of the day I know I'm fat and I want to lose weight and I will. But to bring someone else down for just their weight on their body isn't okay.
And guys he wasn't attractive either and he's always disrespectful and rude to other females.
So I pls ask to the people out there dont waste your tears on someone who doesn't even know you or what you're going through. And if you need a digital shoulder to cry I will be here to encourage you that you are worth it from the inside and out.
Thank you. And May GOD BLESS YOU ALL.
