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he’s fine just crying, it’s getting really late i need to sleep god i hope he’s okay while i sleep

he stopped responding again he mentioned something about pills oh god

okay i told him how much i love him, im reminding him that as long as he lets me i’ll stay by his side forever
          
          he says i’ll leave like everyone else but oh my god i love him so much i don’t think i can leave, if he pushes me away i wouldnt be able to function anymore

i really have no other outlet to put this on and i dont wanna bother people with this but i’m literally having one of the worst days ever im so behind in geography i dont know if im gonna be able to pass all i wanna do is sleep all day i keep getting yelled at and im probably dehydrated from how much i cried
          
          on top of that my best friend is getting blamed for getting groomed and they’re fucking saying he groomed someone, they made so many accounts just to harass him and he left instagram because of them
          
          he said he started feeling suicidal again and stopped responding and i almost fucking sobbed, i wouldnt have even got to say goodbye
          
          he said he’s fine for now, i really wanna tell him how much i love him and how much he really means to me and why he’s important but i dont wanna sound like i’m guilt tripping him so i just cant even do anything and he’s all the way on the other side of the country god i wish i could go over there and give him a hug please i want to make him feel better

a message to my fucking parents that i wish i could say to their face: maybe before you start yelling at your child and calling him ungrateful for not wanting to go to a party maybe figure why first, sincerely your SON (they misgender me) who has been inappropriately touched by his uncle his whole life and just found out it’s not right

do you flirt with your partner by sending various cursed emojis that have sexual connotations back and forth or are you normal

i really come on here and then forget all about it, damn. I remember when this was my main social media(? can you even call it that) anyways if you wanna be my friend skip the talking stage and just fucking pretend we’ve been friends for a while you can be like “hey shawty wassup” and 9 times out of 10 we will be best friends like 10 minutes later
          
          also if you talk to me I’ll probably end up giving you my other socials where im most active, I’m mostly on instagram but im not posting my account publically on here cause yeah

im gonna post that smut today maybe, if you fucking read it you’re gonna realize how illiterate i am so like just dont (:

*comes on here to vent about a love issue with a friend because i have no other outlet* *leaves* *comes back in a poly relationship*
          
          no it’s not with that other girl skhsj so like the two people are dating irl and one of them invited me into their relationship, we have a strange dynamic but it works i guess kshsj
          
          also I may or may not actually post something on here idk
          i have a finished smut i just don’t like so like ahaha might just delete it and pretend it never happened

I always hate when two characters obviously love each other or they keep flirting but they always think its a joke or something and cant tell if the feelings are real
          
          yet me and my friend have been flirting for like a month now and Im pretty sure both of us cant tell if its ironic or not
          
          also Im pretty sure she has been dropping hints but I dont know if thats a joke either and I don’t wanna like ruin anything in our friendship if it is a joke and im just reading into things too much
          
          also also, she keeps joking that we’re kismesis, since that’s her only open quadrant apart from auspicious isthathowyouspellit