Forgottenzreads

Fuck it... I don't care if I'm annoying or not right now... You must've been the one thing that kept me happy and made me actually look forward to the next day. Now that we went our separate ways because of my foolish thoughts and not thinking, I hate waking up now. Somehow I'm still holding on, but it's a thin string. Please just text me back saying that you hate me or something... I just wanna be happy again... And I want you to be happy. I fucked up and i shame myself for that everyday. I should have actually thought before everything happened. I should've realized... I still love you. Regardless if you hate me. 

Hey, so, I know that you most likely hate me now but I wanna say that I'm sorry. I'm the asshole here and should leave you alone but hey, I was always the one to do dumbass things like bother you right now. I'm sorry for not letting you explain and I'm sorry for making you sad. If anyone should be sad, it's me. And I am sad. Hell, I'm surprised I'm still breathing at this point heh... So, I'm sorry, and I hope you find someone who loves you better than I ever could..