UsedtobeRandomBS

"In Chess when a player has no way to win and can see that he's obviously lost, he should just resign instead of wasting his time fighting a losing game." - Alvin Davidson

For this trio there is no hope,
          As karma stroke hard to say "nope"
          I ask the same question of what to do,
          The answer is obvious yet I still would not do.
          
          All the times I hoped I was right,
          It turned out I was actually wrong,
          Yet when I desperately wanted to be wrong,
          It turned out that I was actually right.
          
          My "I'm sorry" would not satisfy him,
          My "I love you" would not satisfy her,
          For he is not happy of what I did,
          And for she is not happy with who I am.
          
          When I jumble my brain I find no answer,
          Concluded I am not sufficient for him and her,
          I struggle to find the right words,
          To save the best of both worlds.
          
          

Currently reading Mr.Mercedes and being super impressed by the writing, I'm only on page 42 and I'm already being wowed by Stephen king.
          
          With how descriptive his story is and the way Det. Hodges analyzed the killer's letter without any fingerprints and by analyzing the writing instead, it's amazing.
          
          Hence; Hodges conclusion: "You'll be the asshole who calls a perp a perk." Is amazing.

Ew

The urge to write a different story is like the urge to scratch that stupid itch in your butt when in public. I want to write a new story. A more slice-of-life plot. But I must be disciplined. To write two plots at once will only make me suffer and might ruin the writing. Hence; I must finish book one of "Idealism" first before writing "Invincible Cupid."
          
          God, this urge sucks. I want to write it so badly now that the entire plot has been formed in my head. It's like trying not to nut when you're feeling so good, Or like trying not to open the web browser to watch porn when it's NNN.
          
          Basically, I want to nut! (Meaning write a new story) but i must not.

Yay...new chapter. FINALLY

CHAPTER 4 WHEN!?!?!?!?

Writing a trash story: Idealism 

U still awake?

You have such a nice pfp!