FormerlyAltis

I wrote and afterword on Xesus. I encourage you guys to look it out, I'd appreciate input.

FormerlyAltis

Maybe one day ill come back to this but for now I'm done. I decided to stop posting here for multiple reasons. The main one being my best friend, fellow writer, editor and girlfriend died of pancreatic cancer last year. Because of this I dont have the best motivation to post here. Since I started college last year I have had less and less time to write and even less time to post so I decided to leave Wattpad. I will leave my work here for people to enjoy. I shall not be finishing or changing anything here.  Since Arya's passing I found it difficult to continue here and I felt you all deserved a explanation so I came back to write this final message. I apologize to anyone who enjoyed my writing but who knows maybe one day I will publish novels and you will read my work again but until then this is goodbye. 
          
          Reckury Altis

FormerlyAltis

I’ve been going through a lot as of late, which is why I’ve grown inactive. For one the time and motivation to write isn’t always there. Between dealing with my family, school and my inner demons, I rarely have time to work on anything. Furthermore, writing was once a great escape and a great way to deal with my demons but now it causes more pain then good. When I write too many unpleasant memories come back to me…
           
          I went through a bit of depression due to my shitty love life and the heart breaks that follow. My heart just isn’t in writing, in fact my heart (until yesterday) was fixated on a special someone… Needless to say that it didn’t work and well I wasn’t a relationship anyways. To top things off something from my past came back and well caused me some…unpleasantness. Also there is the fact that the guild fell apart and that I am now alone and the only 2 people I can really talk to are 2000 miles (give or take) away. 
          
          I feel like my days on wattpad are outnumbered, that I might end up quitting or leaving. Besides my only fan base is because of fanfictions and not my original work

Baumarius

@Reckury Keep writing, man. Two people are enough for now. I've only had two as well, but we can talk if you want. I deal with a terrible depression as well, and I nearly gave up last week... But things go on. Keep writing. Find the thing you really want to say and write a new story around it. It might finally work.
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FormerlyAltis

Icess: I'm not usually scared or worried of anything but I am right now. Im scared for Reckury.  This kind soul that couldn't hurt a fly, has been hurt time and time again.  He is surrounded by angels and maybe that's what's keeping him alive. He told me that he's helping others, but only lowing down the inevitable. Where there is death there will always be death.  
          
          Now Reckury won't commit suicide, trust me. But he won't talk to us, we had a Skype call 4 days ago,  and it led to a conversation about our futures.  It must have upset him cause he left,  now in 2 years were all heading out to college & university, and were gonna be very far apart. I fear that the guild is gonna end up like in xesus, broken & split up.  We tried making Rick contact him but he said that Rick stabbed him in the back. Reckury also wrote this: I'm tired of pain,  I have 2 people I'm keeping alive, with  both of them, I'm the only thing keeping them alive, but I'm not gonna stop the inevitable. I lost count of death,  uncureable  amnesia and not knowing what happened to people. I just wish my angels would stop protecting me and protect those I love.