Ivan

happy 2026

The whole town is talking 'bout how you've fallen in love
          I read in the papers, he's someone that girls dream about
          Some kind of ruler on top of a kingdom
          I'm just a jester, I'll never be him
          Last night, you called to me
          It almost killed me

Hey, Andrew. Please don't close the door. Just let me talk and I'll leave. I promise. I.. I'm scared. And- and your words have been repeating in my mind without end. I stay in my bed for hours after I wake up. I barely eat. I've been daydreaming in my mind until I can't tell what's real and what isn't... I'm trying to say that I'm broken. I don't want to be this way anymore. So I've come here to make amends, or- or to apologize, or to get closure, I don't know and I really don't care what you call it. I believe that love just looks a little different for everyone. For me it was darker than most. Meaner than most. A little uglier than most... And I loved you a lot. More than I could bare. You. Andrew, the developer. With your talent, no wonder I put you on a pedestal. And I- I... Looking to the sky can leave you blinded by the sun, I guess. And I lost you, somewhere along the way. And I replaced you with who I wanted to be. But, but now I have suffered and I have learned! I was reborn, Andrew, cleaned as I walked through the fire! I won't hurt you. Not again, I promise. I was wrong. We do need each other. We did this, not just the game, but all of this, together, right? Every step of the way to become who you are now, I was there. You fall down, and I'm there. You cry out, and I'm there. You look back, and I'm there. Each picture of yourself in your mind. Out of focus, hidden, you'll find me there. We made each other. Seperated, we tear ourselves apart. I understand if you don't forgive me. I understand if you hate me... but please, please don't forget me Andrew.

the hell is happening to forsakeb again bro

Im gonna blast you guys with a random story i made for a english performance task soon.. heheehehehehHEHEHEHEHHHEEHHHE explods

I WASNT COOKED BTW YIPPE

DAMNIT IMMCOOKED AT SCHOOL TOMORROW(i got in troubl online n i have this dance thinhgy that is partner by height or smth and i got one of my least favorite classmates… i was so close to be paired with my cruushhh………..ahahajaiaushjAHAHAHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA cries in thze corner

ollo
          howd u find me-

oh dear diary,
          
          (why..?)
          why do they hate me?
          why wont i fight back??
          why do i act like such a creep?
          (why..?)
          why wont he date me?
          why did i hit him?
          why do i cry myself to sleep??
          
          somebody hug me..
          somebody fix me..
          send me a sign God..
          give me some hope here..
          something to live for..!
          
          the ones with extra "?" or "." is what i relate to haha lol

I was raised in a broken and abusive household..
          
          BITCH THIS CHICKEN IS COLD!!!!!