@FourtytwoAndCounting
It's my birthday again lol I just realized it's been exactly one year since I've posted anything on this message board. I want to say that I do plan on continuing Probably Destiny but rn I'm creating an outline for the story. It's gotten more complicated than I originally anticipated. I will be posting an edited version of it on AO3. I will probably continue it here as well but I haven't %100 decided yet. My name on AO3 is TaekookYoonminseokConfusion
It's my birthday today.. idk why I'm saying that here but yeah
I JUST STARTED A NEW BOOK!!!! "Probably Destiny" check it out!!! I'll be posting the first chapter soon!!!
Hey... I'm gonna rant for a bit. You don't have to read if you don't want to but I need to vent.
I hate everything. I didn't sleep last night. Idk why, I just couldn't. So I got less that two hours of sleep and even those weren't good hours. And now my mother is dragging me out of bed and to church. I'm not even christian but if they knew that I'd get in SO much trouble and I don't have enough money to leave yet. Apparently it's their "duty" to drag mine to church and "non-negotiable". I've just woken up to my mother trying to manipulate me into feeling guilty about feeling fucking exhausted and sick. I hate their fucking manipulation tactics. I hate everything. I hate my life. I can leave at the beginning of the year, but even that seems so long rn. Idk what to do. I can't stand up for myself because of the trauma they've given me and I feel paralyzed. I don't know what to do and I hate it here.
I'm currently writing another one shot for my one shot book and... Let's just say... It's gonna be a long one. I'm nearly 2000 words into it and have barely started
Why is living so hard when death would be so easy...
@FourtytwoAndCounting there are some days where you'll feel like absolute crap,, but that soon ends. it takes a while, like a long long time, and when ur feeling slightly better , u get broughten down. but it does take time,, and I'll be here for you
@FourtytwoAndCounting ik ik,, its hard. i get it, i understand, like a lot. but..it does get better,, maybe not now, or tomorrow or the next day, but it will get better. the people at ur school or jerks,, and should grow up. but please. stay a little longer,, i can text you everyday on insta like a little encouragement text, if u want. but please please please,, hang on a little longer. **huggggg❤️**
@fck_urhot but it's so hard. And everyone is telling me to just do school even though I've told them how I'm feeling. I'm so so tired
Writing makes me sleepy
Wow, I finally undated my oneshot book. Took long enough lol
I've been getting these terrible mood swings. One minute I'm like "I need to get my life together! " And the next I'm like "fuck it, I'll just die instead" ....
I just actually found my holy water... (・_・;)
@homesickle_homie_ My aunt gave me some a few years ago and I found it yesterday... It was a bit awkward