~forgottenbeing~

I honestly feel like shit for the things ive been saying and doing for the past three months. I genuinely feel confused on what I want my future to be like. My social life is crumbling, almost everyone that I am around somehow makes me find a way to be more suicidally motivated. I honestly fucking feel like time's ticking on me, and I wish I could just fucking wish I could revert some things I did this year. I looked at this year for new beginnings and betterment onto myself, and it has gone to shit. Time will only tell  from now, but I'm attempting to be optimistic about my future. have a good day everyone.

im a failure and a disappointment.

i might just end it at this point. im tired of feeling and acting this way now.

im done.

im going to fucking snap.

I PUBLISHED 3 CHAPTERS PLS LMK WHAT YOU THINK SKSKSKSKSKSK

okay sorry everyone that I didn't really update yesterday, a family issue occurred and I wasn't in the mood for working on note to self, but I do have good news as chapter 2 has been finished (as per a couple minutes ago) and chapter 3 is just getting kicked  off! by the way, I should let you guys note that the chapters progressively get longer and longer, and there's probably going to be about 20-25 chapters, but I think it might be too long. I wanna know if it is so I could rethink what I should type and id really appreciate the feedback! 
          
          anyways, im going to work on ch 3 youre all amazing k bye

UPDATE: Chapter 1 is finished and Chapter 2 is near completion!

++hallo everyone im actually posting an announcement ik wow so rare anyways I did this to make an announcement! im starting a story named ~note to self~! this story is about two characters named cecil and rose who are in college and share a dorm as best friends. one day, cecil gets really frustrated and  annoyed at school and he decides to ditch school for good and go on some fun adventure. the thing is, he doesn't even know what  to do or where to go! rose suggests that they just go anywhere! and they do! they go into a forest, steal, kill animals, create their own knives for self defense, break the law and outrun police,  risk their own lives for the fun of it, argue, and sksksksskks I cant even describe anything else because I cant spoil it even tho I want to! im really excited for this story and im pouring out my heart and soul into this and I really hope you guys enjoy it. expect this story to be done by Saturday, February 23, or sometime next week. I really hope this story  exceeds my expectations and maybe yours too! 
          
          k im going to go work on the story then go to bed youre all amazing k bye :).