Important.
My therapist will not talk to me. I'm starting to lose hope that I will get to speak to her about the problem. I think it might be getting worse, I keep having to sleep in my family member's beds as to stay away from my bed. My rug keeps going under the bed, and I fear pulling it out so I get help to get the rug everytime. But, it keeps doing it, every morning.
My problems have to do with me being touched. Things happened years ago that lead me to think badly and imagine something doing it to me instead of who did it. I was touched as a child in a bad way and something in me still belives someone non-human did it, if that makes more since. (Remember my nightmare post about vore?)
@AlleviateTheCash is the one I spoke to about the "thing that happened." They tried to help.
I really need a therapist, please help. I am starting to belive the bed has HIM under it again. I fear HE may touch me. I don't want to be touched. Everytime I sleep in my bed I feel something push on my body. Help me. I want HIM to just leave me alone. I had nightmares about vore because it reminds me of something bad in witch reminds me of being touched.
What I mean by HE is the name in the nightmare. Look. Please if you need to. My bed reminds me of the stuff that happened.
Please understand that I'm not joking. I need help.
