Foxtrap_crazy

My so called book, its coming together...i guess, ehh, idfk... Peace 
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Foxtrap_crazy

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Hello everyone,  Im so glad that u guys read my sucky nonsense that randomly pleases u, somehow... I need more friends, to get out of my box of complete madness and incomplete reality. My depression sucks because mainly of my anxiety and stress and the fact that my anxiety either brings pity or just chases people away because its driving me insane. Im crying and now Im pissed at myself because all u guys r gonna do is give me pity, tell me im okay, NOTHING IN THIS WORLD IS OKAY!!!WE DIE WITHOUT EVEN BEING NOTICED, THE GOVERNMENT IS GOING TO KILL US ALL... Only the strong and in control get the honor while artist who have never left even a scratch on the earth or in the eyes of others around the world r left to die un noticed, then i realize this is what scares me... Being forgotten when I die, I don't want to be forgotten, I want to be imprortant! I want to do something and be remembered, for people to see me in history...Im scared of dying...Im scared of so many things... Im scared of the future,like how will I get a good paying job, one that can pay the bills, I know its stupid for a thirteen year old to be worried about life far ahead, but our life isnt real once you think about it. Its a merr illusion that we call life, when all we r is a speck in the thing we call space that hold an infinite population of different universes!!! THERE ARE SO MANY STARS THAT OUT POPULATE HUMAN POPULATION AROUND OUR EARTH,INCLUDING THE MANY DEAD FROM 1500 B.C.!!!!! I don't know what im fucking talking about anymore, school is shit and we learn nothing...there i go, rambling... I'll just shut up... No one really cares...