....um u guys ever... Feel like ur useless and can't help the people around u that really needs it...i found out... Just now that s-someone i care about, i very very close friend....someone i love...has uh...they um h-had killed herself... I-i wish i could have been there to make her happy like always, i wish she was still here....she was one of the biggest impacts of my life...and i wish i could just talk to one last time R.I.P.Evelyn Julia Bannick I'll never forget you