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anyone else ever have a mental breakdown that just really puts you in a silly goofy mood afterwards? just me? ok

i need to stop obsessively looking at band memes when i can't sleep, i quit band and i managed to stay strong when the band director tried to keep me in band, i cannot go back on my decision just bc of memes

istg piercings cure all the bad feelings 

i fixed part two ti my latest story bc it sucked before

in my self care era, ive been working out daily and doing a full skincare routine 

i just gave my mother a full rundown of the entire fnaf universe lore bc we're going to see the movie together when it comes out bc she's so curious to know what i've been talking about for my whole childhood and i'm exited to revisit this thing i love from when i was younger, i told her about all the games and all the books, it was the hardest and most confusing thing i've ever done, idk how matpat can do it man

just ruined my relationship with my best friend in the whole universe bc i encouraged him to confess to the person he's in love with and it was me and i didnt realize and now i feel bad and he's acting strange but i think i let him down as gently as possible especially after how persistent and guilt trippy he was being but i still feel bad 

this is it, the last time i'll play a clarinet until
          i can save up to buy my own. last concert ever too, god i'll miss playing with all my friends 

currently sick as a dog, but its about to be exam season so i gotta man tf up and go to school and study n' shit 

anyone else sniffle with their whole body, like when you sniffle do you move your shoulders up and stretch your back?