FrankSlashMeggers

Today has roughly been one of the worst days I've probably ever had--next to when I lost my friend to suicide.... that was rough in that sense, but this is rough in the sense that my family feels jumbled and completely messed up. 
          	It's sad and yet angering at the same time. I just wish that everyone could just understand one another and not be so prideful to keep their haughty opinions about who said what. The one thing that they keep holding onto is a pure misunderstanding and they won't let go of how someone said it and not how they actually meant it. It's rude and it's almost prejudicial. 
          	
          	But worst of all in the midst of this.... I feel alone. 
          	
          	It's like that moment when you're on some kind of trip or at a camp and you start losing your breath as you're walking with your group so you stay behind and no one chooses to stay with you, and you're just left there as their voices fade until you can no longer hear them or see them and you have to find your own way to where you were going. It sucks, it's lonely, and it's harder to want to keep going. 
          	
          	So right now it sucks, it's lonely because it was so hard that my sister had to stay at my married sisters house... and my mom couldn't handle it anymore so she went to do the laundry (yes at 12:30 AM) and my dad is going to sleep and like most times, act like nothing happened because he has to work tomorrow. 
          	
          	So I'm left alone with my angering, sad and wishing thoughts that no one but me, myself and I... can hear. 
          	
          	I hope that one day my family will be better. That it'll have freedom from all the crap that's, supposed to be, in the past. But I guess for now I just have to move on and go to sleep... almost as if nothing ever happened. 
          	
          	I don't honestly know that I can but I'll try.

FrankSlashMeggers

Today has roughly been one of the worst days I've probably ever had--next to when I lost my friend to suicide.... that was rough in that sense, but this is rough in the sense that my family feels jumbled and completely messed up. 
          It's sad and yet angering at the same time. I just wish that everyone could just understand one another and not be so prideful to keep their haughty opinions about who said what. The one thing that they keep holding onto is a pure misunderstanding and they won't let go of how someone said it and not how they actually meant it. It's rude and it's almost prejudicial. 
          
          But worst of all in the midst of this.... I feel alone. 
          
          It's like that moment when you're on some kind of trip or at a camp and you start losing your breath as you're walking with your group so you stay behind and no one chooses to stay with you, and you're just left there as their voices fade until you can no longer hear them or see them and you have to find your own way to where you were going. It sucks, it's lonely, and it's harder to want to keep going. 
          
          So right now it sucks, it's lonely because it was so hard that my sister had to stay at my married sisters house... and my mom couldn't handle it anymore so she went to do the laundry (yes at 12:30 AM) and my dad is going to sleep and like most times, act like nothing happened because he has to work tomorrow. 
          
          So I'm left alone with my angering, sad and wishing thoughts that no one but me, myself and I... can hear. 
          
          I hope that one day my family will be better. That it'll have freedom from all the crap that's, supposed to be, in the past. But I guess for now I just have to move on and go to sleep... almost as if nothing ever happened. 
          
          I don't honestly know that I can but I'll try.

FrankSlashMeggers

Hey guys! I'm so sorry I haven't been updating..... Or doing anything on Wattpad. 
          
          I've been reallllllyyyy busy. And I've got a lot going for me now! If you want to know my schedule ask and I shall give you my day-to-day schedule XD. 
          
          But ya know, I've got a life to live--and a lot to plan around. I've got 3 years until college and I'm already kind of thinking it out with my mom. 
          
          But thank you guys for being patient with me! I will try to message and write the best I can--but it may only be on Saturdays...... Maybe, just maybe, Fridays...... But mainly Saturdays.  The weekend (except for Sunday) is the only time I don't have anything going on. XD every other day of the week is filled. Although Tuesday is just me making sure I do a little extra in school so I'm caught up for all the other busy days XD. 
          
          But I love y'all! <3 <3

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Please keep me and my family in your prayers..... My dog Fender (who we got when he was a tiny puppy) isn't going to live as long as we thought he might.... He's 8 and he's a toy poodle, but we knew he had a heart murmur but he's in stage 4 of 6. Today we took him and they told us they can help, but they can't stop it, they can only slow it down. He's going to get X-rays in a bit. 
          
          We have only gone through loosing a dog once, and we didn't have her quite as long as we've had him.

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How you know you're addicted to wattpad...... 
          
          *clicks on the bubble for iMessage and says* oh, I wonder if my wattpad friends replied to any of my messages...... Oh dear Maegan, none of your wattpadians have your number. Not even the ones that literally live in the same city and state. Really? Really. Sometimes I am a blonde. My hair is just a disguise people. It's really not brown. XD love y'all! ~Frank/Meggers.

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Also!! Adding to my last message..... I don't necessarily like 1D, I'm just doing it for fun! I can even change it to non-famous guys, and do imagines according to what color hair and what color eyes, and how tall, and that kind of thing! I just want to do imagines to get my mind off of the guys in my life XD they've been a little annoying lately--except for the one I like-but don't like-but I don't really know how to connect with him--with God..... But anywho. Yep! Love y'all! -Blessings!~Frank/Meggers!