Avery

I just need to rant. You don't have to respond, just... yeah. I just finished crying because I don't know what to do anymore...
          
          My Nanna (grandma from my Mom's side) has
          been in a lot of pain because of arthritis which is normal. She will need to get a shot to relieve the pain. And my brother isn't helping.
          
          This morning, my Nanna simply asked if he had
          his glasses on, and he said, "Why do you care?"
          Mind you.. he's basically blind. He NEEDS his
          glasses, or he WILL GO BLIND. And this isn't the first time he said something rude to her, and it's pretty much only towards her because he hears my Mom says those things to Nanna, and he thinks it's okay. Some of my younger cousin who also talk to her that way.
          
          She can barely open cans/drinks/or anything
          Every day she's in pain and I'm the one who
          always helps her because my Mom is always in
          her room nowadays and my brother is a fucking asshole to her (sometimes).
          Now, my Mom and brother are very good people. My brother is very sweet, but he only listens to my Dad. And I love my Mom, and I understand my Nanna doesn't have a great past, but she could at least care a little bit or help.
          
          This is why I hate being sick. Because my Nanna had to do everything. I just don't know what to do, because my Dad is in Washington and my Dad's girlfriend can't do anything because my brother only listens to her because of my Dad.
          
          I just want to sleep.. I just want to curl up in my
          bed and sleep and not wake up. I just don't know how to help anymore. I can't get a job to help with payments, I can't drive to get my Nanna to the doctor or get her medicine because l'm too scared of driving, I don't know what to do with my brother because even when l'm nice he's rude, I don't want to bother my Dad with any of this because he could use that to get custody of us and he already can barely eat good or afford rant. I just don't know what to do. I feel useless right now.. I can't do anything to help. I'm so tired. I miss my Dad...

I'm sick.. and hurting. My glasses broke somehow, and my cat is watching bird videos. But at least I can try to finish the 8 drafts on my stories

So, I'll not be posting on any of my stories for a bit because my laptop is being stupid! I could use my phone, but I just got out of that habit.
          
          I had to break that habit because I have really bad eyesight! I don't know how long it'll be until it's fixed, but hopefully, it will not be long!

So, I learned something new on Tumblr..
          
          ORAL SEX WARNING:
          Never blow air inside her
          vagina- this can cause
          an embolism and the
          baby and mother could
          die. If you happen to be
          the guy whose signature
          move is blowing air
          inside her vagina,
          please pick another
          place to blow.
          
          I didn't know that could happen! And here's a story someone posted.
          
          By recycled-soul:
          
          "This goes for assholes, too, guys. I know a couple who went tubing once, and they had to re-air their tubes, but the guy thought it would be funny to stick the tip of the air compressor up to her bikini trunks, the air ruptured something inside her and she died within thirty minutes."
          
          Here's a thing from Google:
          
          "Blowing into the vagina
          In rare instances, blowing air into the vagina
          during oral sex can cause an air embolism. In this case, the air embolism can occur if there's a tear or injury in the vagina or uterus. The risk is higher in pregnant women, who may have a tear in their placenta. Aug 15, 2017"
          
          So, be careful when doing anything intimate. Spread awareness if you can and just be safe. This is extremely important to know even if you're a guy (or anyone without lady parts) because you can seriously hurt someone. Be safe and get as much information as you can before doing something as intimate as sex.

So, I was looking though Tumblr and I saw a theory that Sun is Trans. The person who made the post is 1ris5starlight. It happened with the Sun and Moon turning into girls.
          
          Basically, to some, it all up, Sun and Moon were originally girls, but Sun didn't want to he a girl, so before Moon woke up, he changed the body to be a girl. This is why Sun was so uncomfortable in that episode.
          
          But that could've just been because he didn't want to be a girl, which is fine. But I do love this theory!
          

So, I'm making a new AU.. and I have a question. If Eclipse was a siren, what would he be? Like what type of siren would he be? Because I have a few ideas, I just don't know which one to do for him...

I LOVE BLACK & WHITE SUN AND MOON!!
          
          There both so cute! I'm making an AU RIGHT NOW, and they will be added to the book IMMEDIATELY. ()

LUNAR, YOU IDIOT!!! We now have beef. We have a PROBLEM!! Taurus is going to fucking kill him.. After EVERYTHING you work for the enemy! I.. I can't! I'm so mad right now!

Eclipse and Puppets Sun is annoying. I can't with him! He acts so much like a child and doesn't take no for an answer until someone explodes, but he still doesn't learn his lesson. I've never hated a character so fast.

If the other Sun doesn't back off from Foxy, I will lose it