Look it’s not that I don’t want anything to do with you.
I’m
Trying to find ways to get over you, Jude, Felix, I’ve dated a bunch of people to try to numb my feelings, I lost 3 relatives in the past year , lost Lily, I have Lulu, but she’s getting surgery after surgery
I’m just dealing with a lot rn
I’m
Just trying to push everyone away so I don’t hurt anyone in the process
Or bother anyone else with my problems
I’ve stopped talking
To the world
Because I don’t want
To be a burden and no one understands what it’s like to have caregivers
I feel like I’m possibly meant to be alone all
Together
