@Frazilbrazil
I know no one looks at these heh.. I’m convinced everyone hates me and or I’m not real like I genuinely have to pinch myself just in case yo idk, I despise them and lwk don’t want to say anything abt it I genuinely feel invisible
Maybe I’m just a total loser but can you blame me? I sit around waiting for messages I’ll never get the only person who wants to talk to me is someone I don’t want to associate with
I’m gonna end my dhit brh
I’m losing my shit
Idk dawg I’m just gonna yip and yap about how we met so I can see if I should’ve noticed anything.
I’m gonna start with karter, I would always see him around school and we some classes together when we started getting closer and eventually dating is when I started to become close with Kyle as well karter didn’t really like that said it was “weird” and evidently started being hostile towards Kyle it was an odd sight but I didn’t say anything. I wish I did man. Me and Kyle would bond over things like band or art, nothing in which me and karter did this was around the time karter started getting off with his behavior, being more aggressive or just purposely triggering things or jst being weird , after we broke up me and his brother had officially became friends really quickly, id visit him sometimes just observing how invisible this gorgeous guy was to his family it irked me , I’m doubting his death was his own doing, Kyle wanted to live and he made that so clear on how he wanted to be a musician, composer he was just so joyous day after day even with his family’s treatment. I loved him so much man so so much I should’ve said something when his messages appeared different or weird as if he weren’t typing them at all. He just disappeared and everyone acted fine, like he never existed in the first place? I grieved I cried I waited and worried just to find out nearly a year later that he’s dead with no obituary or grave just nothing as if no one cared to honor this stupidly handsome boy who was nothing but kind to people man, it’s like no one cares no one told me man I fucking hate them I hate our friends his family, if I said something he might’ve still been here today. (Ts is corny but I could fucking care less man)
Wdym Kyle’s dead bro what the fuck
If I’m getting kicked out of this school I. Genuinely gonna Kmsi genuinely feel ,Ike a failure
Dude I don’t even know what’s wrong just someone is pissing me off and makes me have an urge to block everyone I’m close with cuz ☹️I Don’t wanna crash out on people bro I know it’s corny I just fear
What if I deleted this account to save my self from cringing
im so nausous bos
i hate bee i hate bee so much
her timing is so sht bro i was litterly sobbing becuase i swear evry corner i turned i saw my cousin. that GOD awful sound from discord pisses me off to an abnormal extent, bee exoects everyone to kneel at every problem she has, im not saying she should cater to me im just saying i love when people randomly check up on me not just when they notice something is directly wrong, or stalk my reposts for concerning videos like i do them, im not good at it either but i know i damn well have alot more sympathy for everyone dude its SO draining constantly having to be "im sorry ml blah blah bakjfb" okay dude? like i push when i know someone isnt okay or i atleast insist they come to me if they have problems but she just says "oh alr" then goes on to whatever god forbiden thing she has going on, i DONT care about your sisters vaping habits. i really REALLY fcking dont. im so fckking tired of ts. she has no intrest in my intrests or acomplishes while i try dawg i really try i hate bee i cant deny it anymore