a BreadJuice Rat

hi :)

I still am not fully knowledged on as to what bread juice is bro 

There will be a time when I hear your purr for the last time
          When I feel your little head nuzzle into my palm for more stritches for the last time
          When you bring a dead or live bird into the house for the last time
          When I worry over not seeing you near the house for the last time
          When I hear you little croak of a meow for the last time
          When I crouch and see you padding over to me for the last time
          When I see your tail raised high near me like a peafowl's for the last time
          When I hear you scratching my door to be let out for the last time
          When I grimace at the smell of your muzzle yawning right in my face for the last time
          When I stick my finger in your mouth for daring to yawn near me for the last time
          When I hear your wake up call as you realise I'm awake for the last time
          When I get small scratches and painless bites on my hand for petting your belly for the last time
          When I feel your tongue sliding against my hand when I interrupt your cleaning for the last time
          When I comb plant seeds out of your fur for the last time
          When I quietly admire you just existing next to me for the last time 
          When I see the rise and fall of your torso for the last time
          There will be a time when I come back home to find my room empty

WHY IS WATTPAD GIVING ME NOTIFICATIONS ABOUT MY COMMENTS GETTING LIKED, WHAT THE FUCK, like all cool and shi but iM GETTING REMINDED OF THE CRINGE I WROTE YEARS AGO IN ROBLOX MYTH FANFICS 

just beat demo 4 block tales, feel like an absolute freaking awful human being for doing all that horrible crap to the poor old man
          
          why we gotta hurt everyone we come in contact with, chat, is this lore accurate hahhehah
          
          multiple things made me cry

are there literally any Die Of Death fanfics anywhere 

your wattpad username and pfp are both so iconic 

Depression is so funny to me, cuz like, I could choose between cleaning my room, at least putting the already washed and dried clothes away, studying and getting a decent mark, even drawing or reading a book, y'know, being productive in any way... Or I could lie in bed and stare at the ceiling for a while then cry or something. And both of these seem like valid options to me, like, at the same level, nothing wrong there, nope.

NOOOOO YOU FOUND MY BOOK IM COOKED

Block Tales is literally amazing how is it even a game on Roblox oh my lord