Hey don't be sad. I know the pain. I hurt someone dear to to me and they left. I never saw that person again, but I still suffer the pain. Even if he forgave me. everyday I tell myself. "Stop crying, people will wonder what's wrong." so everyday I wake up and plaster a fake smile on my face. Look I understand you will probably message back saying, "stop lying. You don't know the pain of being wanted to be a different person." and that's fine if you do. You probably won't finish reading this. If you do... just listen. Ally, who every she is, would not want you to be sad. She would probably want to you smile. Who knows maybe she forgave you like he did me. But, think... would it make her happy... knowing you are sad. Do you think she would go as far as being happy that you were sad. I don't think so. And look, I'm not telling you to forget her. You can hold on until you're ready. As long as your happy. I'm sure she will be.
If you read till the end. Thanks, and don't forget. You'll always have a friend. So... don't only smile, not only for her, smile for everyone one who is facing this pain. For each smile we share, for each hand we hold out for someone else. We save another soul.
