FreeSchildtoete

Is it some kind of good karma, when I order and pay for TWO jackets online, but they deliver FOUR and claim I payed for FOUR.
          	
          	...then I send two back and they give me the money back.
          	
          	My Paypal proves it for me. I NEVER payed for those jackets!

FreeSchildtoete

Is it some kind of good karma, when I order and pay for TWO jackets online, but they deliver FOUR and claim I payed for FOUR.
          
          ...then I send two back and they give me the money back.
          
          My Paypal proves it for me. I NEVER payed for those jackets!

FreeSchildtoete

Do I have to get why I can't sleep?
          
          I...I am most likely a narcoleptic. (My doc is working on the diagnosis)
          I sleep a lot.
          I am tired all the ducking time! 
          
          ...I have sleep attacks! I literally sleep in in a pass out way and can't move a muscle for up to 45 minutes!
          
          I JUST DID A FEW HOURS AGO!
          
          WHY AM I AWAKE?!
          
          THIS DOESN'T MAKE ANY SENSE!
          
          *internally screaming*

KittyCat-RED

Feel that. But damn that sounds exhausting… I hope you‘ll get better soon
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FreeSchildtoete

Yay me!
          
          I'm in a kind of hospital because I keep sleeping in on random occasions. Having an EEG in about an hour and they want to do an MRI too soon. I feel like I haven't slept in days, even though I've barely been awake lol. 
          
          Yesterday morning, for example. I got up at around 7:00 am, then slept in at ca. 8:50 am, because of the unknown issues. I slept on the table till 9:10. Then I went downstairs and went to bed. I barely got out of bed at 10:00.
          
           I'm pretty sure I had around 3,5-4 extra hours of sleep, before going to bed at 08:30 pm.
          
          Even now, I just want to sleep... 

FreeSchildtoete

@ canonnnngirlfriend  I'm gonna be. Eventually. 
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FreeSchildtoete

Tw sewerslide
          
          I can't believe it's over...
          I can't believe I'll never talk to him again...
          I just, I can't believe that this happened 
          I DON'T WANT TO ACCEPT IT!
          
          yet, he's gone.
          The person that helped me live through my darkest times. The person that fixed up my arms, cleaned the wounds and told me I needed to keep going!
          
          My brother is gone.
          The man that seemed so invincible and unbreakable!
          
          He's dead. He's not coming home.
          
          And we weren't even at peace. We were not talking to each other. We never got to fix that.
          
          And now we never will...

TheGalaxiesUniverses

@FreeSchildtoete y'know, instead of negativity.. Have ya ever thought about that your brother is happy in heaven? Everyone wants to be in heaven and be happy, so what's the point of being negative about it, if the dead person is happy in there? 
            
            I mean- if you die, I'm sure you're happy in heaven too. I suggest thinking positive things would make things better
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Royalekitty00

@FreeSchildtoete I may not fully understand the pain, but I know some of it. My brother passed away in a drug overdose, I know it’s not the same but just know you’re far from alone
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SaintessRyn

@FreeSchildtoete My condolence♥️ *hugs*    I hope there many ppl supporting you in this difficult time 
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FreeSchildtoete

Isn't it funny how people will just start harrassing you, as soon as they realize they don't have an actual point? 

FreeSchildtoete

@ Royalekitty00  I'm sorry...WHAT?! HOW?!
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FreeSchildtoete

If you say "there's a difference", but can't explain the difference at all, there might just not be a difference.
          
           <3

savageuzumaki

@FreeSchildtoete That makes a lot of sense!
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