Freelancety

Since I have no where else to rant out to, I’m here to do that.
          	During these past few weeks, I’ve been called names just because of who I am. 
          	I’ve been called a liar, an uptight, blunt
          	Even if these people don’t know how much it hurts, still I blame myself for getting too close to them to even know what I want or who I am.
          	
          	Today confirmed my suspicion of how much no one want me.
          	My laptop got wiped, my work of over three years got deleted.
          	I feel empty, void, ugly, terrible and different. I’m empty and nobody cared.
          	Everyone thought I was been too uptight again, now I know just how much I want to graduate and leave.
          	
          	This mistake of getting too attached to people is something I won’t ever repeat
          	
          	They should keep calling me those names, it’s okay, they won’t get to call me them tomorrow because I won’t be there to hear it.
          	
          	Maybe I’m too dramatic, it’s okay
          	Maybe I’m too uptight, it’s okay
          	Maybe I’m too blunt, it’s okay
          	Maybe I’m supposed to be in pain, it’s okay
          	
          	It’s okay 
          	It’s okay
          	
          	No matter how many times I try to tell myself I’m not what they call me.... still, nothing
          	I tried my best and if I still get unloved, I cared for and even my closest prefer other’s company to mine, I still blame myself
          	Maybe I’m meant to be a failure at social life
          	But I’m a success at least and it’s fine
          	
          	It’s fine

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Freelancety

Since I have no where else to rant out to, I’m here to do that.
          During these past few weeks, I’ve been called names just because of who I am. 
          I’ve been called a liar, an uptight, blunt
          Even if these people don’t know how much it hurts, still I blame myself for getting too close to them to even know what I want or who I am.
          
          Today confirmed my suspicion of how much no one want me.
          My laptop got wiped, my work of over three years got deleted.
          I feel empty, void, ugly, terrible and different. I’m empty and nobody cared.
          Everyone thought I was been too uptight again, now I know just how much I want to graduate and leave.
          
          This mistake of getting too attached to people is something I won’t ever repeat
          
          They should keep calling me those names, it’s okay, they won’t get to call me them tomorrow because I won’t be there to hear it.
          
          Maybe I’m too dramatic, it’s okay
          Maybe I’m too uptight, it’s okay
          Maybe I’m too blunt, it’s okay
          Maybe I’m supposed to be in pain, it’s okay
          
          It’s okay 
          It’s okay
          
          No matter how many times I try to tell myself I’m not what they call me.... still, nothing
          I tried my best and if I still get unloved, I cared for and even my closest prefer other’s company to mine, I still blame myself
          Maybe I’m meant to be a failure at social life
          But I’m a success at least and it’s fine
          
          It’s fine

Freelancety

Hey everyone, I'm leaving Wattpad and I'm leaving writing for sometime. I can't let depression get the best of me because I decided to follow a path that seems not to be the right one for me.
          
          No matter how much effort I put into writing,it still never yields. So I decide to quit. But believe me ,anywhere I am , I'll always write.
          
          It has become a part of me and I wish someday you'll hear of that writer who never stopped being herself.
          
          Till then,keep believing in yourself and your dreams.
          
          Maybe Wattpad is just not the place for me.
          
          
          I'm a writer of dreams and visions.

jtoughkat

@Freelancety oh and change the status of your story to complete. Plenty of people here only read complete stories
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jtoughkat

@Freelancety most books that make it on wattpad have more to do with socialisation and hype. You shouldn't give up because you have few reads, especially if ypu have a finished story. Enter some competitions and book clubs and network with people in the club section and you'll get results.
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Freelancety

@yewandejoseph No, I'm not
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Freelancety

Early morning motivation
          You are perfect!!! 
          
          Don't allow anyone talk you into any other thing beside the fact that you're beautiful and perfect just the way you are. 
          
          I find it difficult to judge anyone for being too fat, too tall, too skinny or being black. 
          I've been down that road and I know what it feels like when you don't blend in with your mate. 
          
          I mean, I've lived in that neighborhood all my life. My friends, classmates, neighbours were all complaining about me being too tall. For Jesus sake,i didnt create myself. 
          
          It got to a point, I stopped having friends and relating to any other person because I was in the process of healing and accepting myself. 
          
          You've got to do away with anything or anyone that will make you hate yourself. Accept that fact today that no matter what they say, you're you and that you is perfect. 
          
          
          A word with Ana.