One day, she left me.
I fell into depression, relying on my friends for support.
But soon after, my sister revealed to my family that I was homosexual.
That was when I had to leave all my friends behind.
It was also the moment I realized life could be worse than I had imagined.
That was when I truly understood what pain is.
I never want to experience that again.
Now, when people leave me, I feel nothing.
I’ve already felt the deepest hurt possible.
I’ve already lost someone who meant everything to me.
There’s nothing left to fear.
That’s just how life goes.
Yet, with each passing moment, I still cherish you.
I will always miss you, deeply, with all my heart.
Remember, I loved you with everything I had,
Even when it was hard and one-sided.