yeehaw

i have no idea how i had so much time to write fanfiction in middle school,, like how did little 13 year old me pump out a new chapter every week while still doing my homework and going to after school clubs?? i have to regain that energy from years past

fun fact: in my first full fanfiction (My One And Only), i wrote one (1) chapter including Frank Iero having a seizure because i had just found out that my mom had epilepsy and wanted to include it in my up-and-coming teen novel. i had the intention of having Frank keep this trait of epilepsy, and then never touched on the subject again because i have never been one to keep an ongoing plot :)

remember when my bitchass actually called my readers "night walkers" because i forgot and i want to zorp

sometimes i look at the people i follow on here and i get sad because 98% of them havent even been on this site in 3+ years. what am i doing here. i dont even listen to mcr anymore. my life is a disaster. im going to college in september and i started writing fanfiction again

so uhh,,, i decided to check wattpad after being away for so long and i can't believe i really thought i'd get out anymore of You're Not Real lol it's been like THREE YEARS

ALSO
           
          1) i need to come on here way more often bc i miss seeing feedback
          
          and 2) i took the PSAT today and it was wayyy less scary than everyone always makes it out to be but i feel like im ancient bc so many of yall are still either in middle school or maybe lowerclassmen in high school
          
          but anyway time is wack and i feel like any graduation year after 2020 shouldn't exist so what's new

do yall remember when the original milk fic first got put up? those were the good ol' days...
          
          and then someone rewrote it as an ianthony fic and claimed it as their own and the original author took theirs down because they were getting too much hate. 2012 was so wild.

so what are the kids up to these days

lol i logged in after two months and i had 1.4k notifications

anything i wrote before i was late into being 13 is awful and i know i always reply with "i was twelve when i wrote this cut me some slack" but you should totally keep pointing out my mistakes in my old writing because i think it's funny