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i miss u.. :<

came back again bcs there's a heavy feeling i cant seem to take out.. :<

please, help me. i can't do this anymore.. 

boss.. tama na, boss. nagseselos na nga 'yung tao dito oh, tapos ganiyan pa sine-send mo :<

i have nowhere to go, nowhere to run, no shoulder to cry on..

actions repeating all over and over again is so draining. people never realizes their mistakes but notice yours immediately.

heart hurts so bad 

i know myself that being pursued is not the basis for being pretty and likable, but sometimes, it made me think that it is. 
          
          kind of painful, but what can i do? :)

i do ask myself a lot if there would be a chance that i could write stories again just like years ago, and the answer is still the same. still, "maybe next time."

looking back on our memories, i admit i slightly missed your presence and your jolly but sweet-like personality. 
          
          .. but i can no longer bring back things that are broken already and maybe, yet, will never be fixed.