𝐄𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐞☆

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I don't know why i loved you the way i did, but i gave you everything, my heart, my trust, my entire self, and in the end, you broke me in ways i still cant fully process. Day after day, month after month, i stayed. Even when everyone around me told me you'd break me, even when i saw the signs, i stayed. i wanted to believe that love was enough, that it could somehow fix what was broken between us, but now i see how naive i was. i gave you pieces of me that i can never get back, and in return, you left me with nothing but empty promises and unspoken regrets. Now, months have passed, two, maybe three and its supposed to be over, right? i told myself i was done with you, that i was over it, that i could move on. But the truth is the damage you left behind is still here, haunting me in way i didnt expect. A shadow i cant shake off, lingering. i dont know what love is anymore, or how to feel it, my heart has become numb, unable to trust, unable to open up the way it once did. the love i gave you, the love I thought was forever, is gone, and its in this empty place that i can not fill. I feel unloveable now, and the hardest part is that i'll never fully understand why i loved you that much in the first place. i cant understand why my heart chose you, why I held on so tight when everything around me was falling apart. in the end, my heart doesn't choose anyone anymore. its become to afraid, to scared to trust. ive built walls around it because the thought of loving someone else, of letting anyone else in, feels like a risk im not willing to take.

Thanks for the follow..- can I ask why

HIIIII ELSSSSS

Just to let you know that. I called the cops for an abused child at home. 

Hey lele? 
          Every day with you feels like a gift..a chance to build a future filled with love, joy, and endless possibilities. And as I look into your eyes, I am excited for the with hope for the journey ahead, knowing that as long as we have each other. You gay bitch.Thank you, my love, for being my rock, my guiding light, and my greatest source of strength. I am eternally grateful for you, and I will spend the rest of my days cherishing and honoring the love we share.  You are an amazing person and I will protect you at all costs. no matter who the person is. In a world filled with chaos and uncertainty, you are my constant, my rock. Your presence in my life is a gift beyond measure, one that I cherish with every breath I take. With you, I am stronger, braver, and more alive than ever before. As we journey through this beautiful and sometimes bewildering    thing called life, know that my love for you knows no bounds. I promise to stand by your side through every challenge, to support you, honor you, and cherish you for all the days of my life. For all I need in this life is you, my love. With you, I have everything I could ever dream of and more. You are my sunshine on a cloudy day, my laughter in a world of tears. With you, I am home. 
          

Just checking up on you: 
          
          How's everything going?
          Did you eat?
          Drink? 
          Sleep? How much sleep? 
          Did anyone bother you I'll kick there ass
          

Lost in the shadows of my own heart, where scars whisper stories of pain. I loved fiercely, but darkness consumed us. I was the protector, the defender of your name, while you shattered mine. Now, I wander through the echoes of our memories, haunted by what could have been. My heart beats to the rhythm of broken dreams, seeking solace in the silence of night. They say love heals, but mine remains a battlefield of shattered promises. In the end, I was the one who loved too deeply, and now I am left with the fragments of a love that once defined me.

I don't regret meeting you. I don't regret giving you my heart. I don't regret loving you.  I don't regret the memories we created, even if they now bring both joy and pain. I don't regret the lessons learned, the growth experienced, or the strength gained from loving you. I don't regret the laughter we shared or the tears we shed together. I don't regret the moments of vulnerability, the late-night conversations, or the quiet understanding between us. I don't regret the sacrifices made or the compromises reached, they were all expressions of my love for you. And most of all, I don't regret the person I became because of you, loving you shaped me into someone stronger, wiser, and more compassionate. I don't regret the dreams we dared to chase. I don't regret the way you challenged me to be a better version of myself. I don't regret the way you made me believe in destiny. I don't regret the love we shared, for it will forever be a part of who I am.

so no one told you life was gonna be this wayyyy
          
          *clap clap clap clap clap*
          
          your job’s a joke, you’re broke, your love life’s DOAAAAA
          
          it’s like you’re always stuck in second gearr
          
          when it hasn’t been your day your week, your month, or even your year, but
          
          I’ll be there for youuuu
          
          when the rain starts to pour
          
          I’ll be there for youuuu
          
          like I’ve been there before
          
          I’ll be there for youuuu
          
          ‘cause you’re there for me too…