FrootyPotatoPancake

im genuinely sick to my stomach scared and stressed about what's happening in the US right now. I don't want to be forced to pretend to be female. I don't want my friends pulled out of school to be sent out of the country. I don't want to be forced to carry a child I didn't choose to conceive. im scared shitless right now. i want to live a true life with my partner. i want to socially transition and get top surgery and go on T. im so fucking scared. I don't know if im gonna survive the next 4 years. and I can't even tell my parents.

lighter topic, what character should I do next in my ASTV guys x FTM reader book?

someone that made me feel very uncomfortable and even unsafe in my family just passed.
          
          is it bad to be a little relieved?

been listening to the reborn version of Wolf In Sheep's Clothing
          
          currently ascending

okay that last announcement was a little intense
          
          should I write a "get to know me" book?

a substitute teacher deadnamed me in one of my classes yesterday during attendance and the dysphoria is dysphoriaing. I feel so out of place. it went quiet when I corrected the sub, and a few boys looked at me weird. I hate being trans right now dude. I want to rip off my chest and lie down in a hole in the ground.

guys, i'm genuinely having a breakdown.
          trump won, so now I'm gonna lose what few human rights I have.
          my parents wont shut the fuck up, so all I can hear is them rambling about how excited they are that trump won.
          I just want to be seen as a person.
          not something for the government to examine and control.

i'm back to writinggggg but I need more ideas for my booksssssss

i'm alive guyssssssss
          tho I probably won't update any stories for a little bit. I've been mega stressed out and I want to keep as much me-time as I can.

Hi! If you have the time I'd like to recommend my Anakin story. Sorry about the spam, normally I'd DM to ask but for whatever reason the site ended them. If you decide not to read that, its' fine. Have a great summer! 
          https://www.wattpad.com/myworks/356865167-love-in-a-faraway-galaxy-anakinxoc