Hello guys. I dont know if anyone even is reading this considering this account has been dead since months now.
But today I came back here for a while becuase I jsut completed my dance class the moment I am typing and then I bought my PandavAtmaja's playlist. You know they say sometimes nostalgia hits you hard and it did now
The book Pandavatmaja, its jsut a book to you. But back then in 2022 when the idea came in my mind, it was everything to me. My way of getting back to life, my hapinness , my coping mechanism from depression. This book is the reason back then I made a community and got both friends and family from there.
This book that exists today is the reason for my english improvement, the reason I became a writer and the reason I started writing poems. This was teh start of me venturing out to the outer world from my little shell, and this book was the door to new oppurtunities.
And today I faced grief and nostalgia when I returned here as my wattpad now seems a merely browser app with my books just rotting there, awaiting there creator to give them a new life again. I cant explain this feeling but I feel helpless too. I cant spare enough time to write about PandavAtmaja
The book is so dear to me that there was a time where I used to imagine myself as Suthanu and create the new plots all in the back of my notebooks. Alas that time has long gone. While I do want to return back, I am in class 12th now and a JEE aspirant. I dont know when I will come back again.
Yes its true I launched and published 2 new books ready to purchase but still thsi book is my first . Its like someone's first love, you cant forget them and one day or other you will go back to them. And I promise you my dearest book, I will come back. I will complete this book
And complete the dream I saw 3 years back. I will do it.
I know there arent many people readin this.
