RosestarofRoseClan16

GUYS I DID IT. It's here, Leafnose Part Two is FINALLY FREAKING HERE. Go, my friends, FEAST ( if you want to )
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/385349101?utm_source=android&utm_medium=link&utm_content=share_reading&wp_page=reading&wp_uname=FrostedSketches

Their side is supposed to be all about being understanding and empathetic and accepting of differences and loving people who have zero ill intent
          
          but I don't feel very understood, or accepted, or loved, when all I want is for people to be happy.
          
          I just want everyone to be happy.

Everything is so confusing, its like I'm one way and then some of my friends lean another way, and they're the only ones who can be open about their way online without being completely dogpiled.
          
          I'm supposed to just watch them post things that I believe are misguided and say absolutely nothing to defend who they're trying to demonize, because anything I say, no matter how kindly I try to say it, could ruin our friendship in seconds.
          
          This is the world we're living in. Literally how is this what we're striving for as human beings...

First Snow: Nightpaw, Daisypaw, and Cloudpaw experience their first snow~
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/385349101?utm_source=android&utm_medium=link&utm_content=share_reading&wp_page=reading&wp_uname=FrostedSketches
          

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! Here's to a more productive 2026 <3 I'm probably kidding myself but we'll certainly try!
          
          Awhile ago, before Christmas I posted another TCL short story, and this one is fun and silly set in Leafbare. I forgot to announce it, but since its still winter, it's not a big deal. Just know that I didn't draw anything for it, so it is just words, but honestly that might become a common occurrence if it means I can get chapters out faster. Sorry!

I forgot to hit Announce on Part Two of my returning rant so go to my board if you're interested

Part two:
          
          Honestly, if I didn't have so many basis ideas and didn't love my Warriors OC's so much and didn't really really want to finish the story that I've spent so much time on, I would be dedicating all my writing and drawing time to my My Little Pony next gen series I plan on writing when I ever get the time, and to showing their other stories through art. I would leave behind Warriors writing all together.
          
          But I DO want to write ThunderClan's Loyalty and finish the series. I love the characters, and my ideas for its future, and the love. I may not have eager excited, fingers-flying across keyboard passion for it consistently, if often at all, but I do WANT to be able to get it done.
          
          No, I'm not abandoning my kitties or TCL. Even if it takes forever, I need to keep writing it. I'll be failing my younger self and I know I'll regret it if I do, because I would live with the knowledge that it was unfinished. I hate not finishing things ugh lol
          
          Anyways. Leafnose Part Two is done, and I had to chop the story AGAIN into three parts. So yeah, even if Part Two is done, Part Three isn't. It almost is though! I just have to write one battle scene. I don't know when I'll actually sit and finish it, but I am at least going to try and draw some chapter art for Part Two so I can FINALLY publish already.
          
          Thanks for your patience, if there's more than one of you out there lol and still if its still just the one.
          
          I'm not falling away now.

Part One because Wattpad's word count sux:
          
          Really sorry about disappearing. I got mega distracted despite wanting book two to be done by August. I guess I just lost motivation. My media addiction probably doesn't help. I think "I really should write rn" and then I see the YouTube let's play series I've been wanting to binge and I watch a few, then get distracted by shorts or other releases, and then I'm just constantly looking for more things to watch instead of writing.
          
          Also when I get a new interest I tend to hyperfixate, crunching to finish it and then just reading a bunch of fanfiction in-between instead of getting anything done. Ninjago has me in a lego-clawed DEATH GRIP ( love you you idiot boyos, and Nya )
          
          Warriors was my first fandom interest and I've pretty much drifted away from it entirely in terms of fandom interacting. I read a new book when it comes out, no matter how mediocre they seem to get book after book, I'm re-reading the series to my dad, and I write ThunderClan's Loyalty and its awfully written predecessors which has been my passion-project since I was eleven. But that's it.

Heyyy it says ur not following me anymore I was wondering if there was a reason why

I just spent the last twenty minutes hundled in a corner because MY THOUGHTLESS FATHER let two boys MY AGE whom we barely know into our fifth-wheel home, where my unmade bed is right in front of the door and acts as a couch when it is made, while I was STILL IN IT. I had not gotten up yet, my hair is unbrushed, I'm not wearing a bra, and I'm still in my pajamas. AND HE JUST LETS THEM IN AND OFFERS THEM A SEAT.
          
          I literally had to jump up from bed while they were still at the door, shuffle into the kitchen area which is right next to it and is entirely connected, no places to hide, and stand in the corner by the sink with my arms crossed over my chest not making eye contact. AND THEN THEY START TALKING FOR LIKE TWENTY MINUTES and my dad keeps LOOKING MY WAY AND ASKING QUESTIONS ABOUT THINGS HE'S FORGOTTEN, obviously drawing attention my way! So eventually I just slide into a sitting position on the floor in a corner and pretend they don't exist. NOW THEY'RE GONNS THINK I'M A BEDDRAGGLEF WEIRDO WHO SITS ON DIRTY FLOORS IN CORNERS AND I CANNOT HANDLE THAT TOTOTOTOT
          
          If you're a wizard or something reading this, PLEASE CAN YOU MAKE ME DISAPPEAR? I WANT THE FLOOR TO SWALLOW ME, OH MY FRICKING DOG.