This is.....some unexpected....news for me...
I uh.....I've said this in a lot of my social media accounts, but I wanted to address them here, too....
I recently lost one of my closest friends today...and uh, it hit me like a bus.
I lost lots of motivation towards my content creation on TikTok and now Wattpad, and it may take me a second to get that motivation back.
He was very close to me, and knowing I had prevented this twice already, I'm sitting here wondering why I couldn't do the same for him again. He was struggling so much mentally, and I knew helping him wasn't helping as much as I thought it did....
He was always joyful, it seemed like....but the most joyful people suffer the most deep down. And I fell into that rabbit hole today, thanks to the news....
I'm taking a small break from writing the finale.
I know it's the most anticipated part of a saga, but I just forgot what happened, plus I have nothing on my mind except my friend and how much I suck as a person...
Hope you understand and have a great rest of your day....