FrozenButterfly

Hi there,
          	I apologize greatly to all the fans that I've gained over these past few months and also to those who were loyal enough to follow my story. I can't believe it's success and honestly am very appreciative.
          	
          	In plain words, life sucks. And I can't maintain a long term story with the stresses of daily life. I have many many many previous engagements, and also a family that is quite dysfunctional to the point where I can hardly focus on these small things like story writing, despite it being one of my greatest passions.
          	
          	Also, I am quite the victim to my insecurities and I've lost motivation to write "Human Shape" simply because I think it's horrible--lacking character development, a juvenile story...all catering to a young teenagers lust and need for idealistic love. 
          	
          	Throughout the months I have not been writing this story, I've gotten a boyfriend and have broken up with him-- my first relationship (though hardly anything serious). And I've learned much from this relationship. I believe that the story that I've written only exacerbates certain ideals of a relationship... And I don't know. I'd rather not portray that through my characters? I realize that this story is something I did on a whim, but for the amount of time I spent on it... I feel like my first "child" is a failure.
          	
          	I may return to this story during the summer, on the nights when I have nothing else to do. So, I wouldn't lose hope in it. But I don't want to be tied down to a story-- I don't want to write something out of obligation. It makes it a chore and will lead to an even crappier story.
          	
          	So, I thank you all for the support and wonderful comments. You've all really made this story writing a worthwhile experience, albeit a rather sad one when it comes to the sentiments I'm currently expressing. Thank you again.

rosiebunnie

Oh my god. My initial comment was absolutely naive and insensitive on my part. So, having read this, I hope that you’re doing alright today. I hope that you’ve finally surpassed the many problems you faced for the past few years. 
          	  
          	  I love your story, by the way, so I hope you continue to believe in your passion in writing. Wish you all the best, and I can’t wait to have you writing stories again.... hopefully, soon!
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Roses17

@FrozenButterfly i'm sorry to hear about your family and i understand why writing is obviously not your top priority at the moment but in all honestly, there's so much more to The beauty of.. than a teenagers lust, or that's how I see it anyway. It gives a hope that love can be found and that you can beat your demons if you try; a story's what you make of it and seeing as most teens read about a love that's very rare in reality it would be naive to place their entire existence on finding it. Basically what this long and completely retarded message is saying is there's more to your story than what you think, and whilst understandably there's no point in continuing it if you lose the passion that created it, I love it, and I really hope you carry on :)

FrozenButterfly

Hi there,
          I apologize greatly to all the fans that I've gained over these past few months and also to those who were loyal enough to follow my story. I can't believe it's success and honestly am very appreciative.
          
          In plain words, life sucks. And I can't maintain a long term story with the stresses of daily life. I have many many many previous engagements, and also a family that is quite dysfunctional to the point where I can hardly focus on these small things like story writing, despite it being one of my greatest passions.
          
          Also, I am quite the victim to my insecurities and I've lost motivation to write "Human Shape" simply because I think it's horrible--lacking character development, a juvenile story...all catering to a young teenagers lust and need for idealistic love. 
          
          Throughout the months I have not been writing this story, I've gotten a boyfriend and have broken up with him-- my first relationship (though hardly anything serious). And I've learned much from this relationship. I believe that the story that I've written only exacerbates certain ideals of a relationship... And I don't know. I'd rather not portray that through my characters? I realize that this story is something I did on a whim, but for the amount of time I spent on it... I feel like my first "child" is a failure.
          
          I may return to this story during the summer, on the nights when I have nothing else to do. So, I wouldn't lose hope in it. But I don't want to be tied down to a story-- I don't want to write something out of obligation. It makes it a chore and will lead to an even crappier story.
          
          So, I thank you all for the support and wonderful comments. You've all really made this story writing a worthwhile experience, albeit a rather sad one when it comes to the sentiments I'm currently expressing. Thank you again.

rosiebunnie

Oh my god. My initial comment was absolutely naive and insensitive on my part. So, having read this, I hope that you’re doing alright today. I hope that you’ve finally surpassed the many problems you faced for the past few years. 
            
            I love your story, by the way, so I hope you continue to believe in your passion in writing. Wish you all the best, and I can’t wait to have you writing stories again.... hopefully, soon!
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