I'm crying today not only because it's been 4 years of my 5h family together, but those are tears of happiness. I'm now crying tears of sadness because I found out earlier that my beloved noodle Ricky and my beautiful Peach Ariana broke up. Rickiana was a huge part if my heart. Ricky made Arianas eyes shine with happiness and not only the whole fandom could see how happy Ricky made Ariana, but everyone else did too. I read that Ariana broke up with Ricky because things just weren't working. It's been a year that they were together. Today is a good day for the 5h fandom but a terrible for the Arianators/ honeybabies/ tiny elephants. Most people are happy about the break up but I'm devastated. As long as Ariana is happy, I'm happy for her. I'm trying to stay strong for Ariana but it's hard when I admired the two together so much. Honestly I looked up to Ricky and Ariana. They were so beautiful together, they seemed so happy, and some beautiful and even tragic memories were created as they were together. I never liked any of her other boyfriends, and I'm not trying to hate, but I definitely didn't like big Sean. I always thought Ricky and Ariana would get married and have little Ricky's. I'm tearing up as I write this and i really didn't mean for it to be this long but it's a big piece of me gone now. Ricky was and still is my daddy, Ariana is always my mommy, and I don't want anything to change that. Hopefully after a break, they might see things different and get back together. I love you so so so much rickiana. I will forever ship it in my heart and will never forget the shine in my babies eyes as she looked at Ricky for even a second. I love you peach and noodle, forever. 7/27/16 ❤